PICTURES FOR THE DAY! :D

It seems to me that every lessons now is kinda slacking, i dont know why this is happening.
The whole class were just slacking.
Lessons were sometimes enetertaning but some were just too bored, i try not to fall asleep in class but i just can't. Sometimes only a few minutes & i will be awake.
I haven been attending Mr Vik lesson yesterday & today! ): yesterday was due to my match & i left class early & today he didn't attend school. SKIP SCHOOL TO ACCOMAPANY HIS WIFE! :x seriously, his lessons were great from the beginning! :D
Went over to NAFA during art lessons .
Paintings & drawings being done & shown were just far beyond my eyes, i was just too amazed by their art work. It was a perfect peice of art work.
Everything ended @ 2? bused back to school. Mus took pictures of all with my camera in the bus that's where all the pictures are from :D THANKS TO MUS!
Went homed after the field trip & for lunch at 883 with rongsheng & homed!
slept for few hours because my head was terriblely painful.
woke up did all my homework & im here blogging! :D
goodbye!
i my(:
















it lies inside

I have been going to school late the past few weeks, not exactly late but almost late.
While i believe, one of the days i will surely get into detention class . One of things which i hate the most. I can't figure out why i will just be stuck on my bed for long till i know its time to be awake for school.

Schooled-
There was a surprise spot-check for my class. Luckily, i manage to get away from it, because i have some briefing from teacher. I didn't even wear my school socks today :x My fringe was long & i got to escaped from it . but were not able to escape from Mrs Eng's eyes. I was told off by her that, if my fringe is not cut by Monday i will be sitting outside the general office. GOD DAMN IT! & i really had a bad day today ): thanks to Mrs Eng. Was being shouted by her scolded all & other stuffs. I tend to hate her alot now. Saying that only me in class gave her attitude .
the rest gave it too, why not scream & shout at them -.- that what i said, everything it's me!
Almost everything, teachers & parents! -.-

After School-
Was dismiss at 1245 .
Went over to Seragoonsec for match. Supporters : Joanna,Dennon,CheeYong,Shaqueel & the rest i didn't know the names.
The match on Monday didn't brought our spirits down just because we lost. & YES! we achieve what we wanted by holding the victory in our hands against WoodgroveSec. Winning the game of a score of 4-1. Great thanks to Izwan for being the HAT-TRICK HERO! scoring 3 goals.
& a brilliant header from Hairol.
Evergreensec vs Woodgrove : 4 - 1
Bused back to school & went over to Causeway point for dinner with Izwan,Fandi,Arep,Mark,Jass,Joanna & i forgot the rest .
Sented Joanna homed after dinner & bused home alone
& HOMED!
Next match will be on Monday against SerangoonSecondary.
we're not afraid no matter how good they played & we will give our best for this upcoming match
COME ON GUYS! :D

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The pressure just kept coming on non-stop ):










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Sorry guys if i haven been blogging, i don't have the time.
My time is packed for studying,tiredness & soccer matches .

Well,school was tiring for me today.Legs were aching, both knees filled with scratches, arms & elbows as well. Wasn't in the mood of studying but was in the mood talking crapping.
I was feeling uptight because of the physics test, i swear i didn't study a single bit of physics yesterday night. Test + matches were all in the same week, truthfully i don't even have the god damn time to study. Once i reached home, wow! tiredness & dehydration! All i will do is school's assignments. But to my surprise, physics test was postponed & i was kinda relieved & delighted at the same time.
School ended-
Went down to canteen to slacked for awhile, & chatted with Joanna. Accompanied her up to her Maths remidal class. & I went home together with Rongsheng & Innsiang.
Went over to Paragon alone, for my dental appointment.
I got my braces colour changed! :D
Walked around town alone & mrt-ed home, back to Causeway point to meet Rongsheng for dinner & saw andy out of the blue together with his mother.
Saw Keong & Ruizhong.
Well, Andy ain't happy today because of some problems .
& homed!
GOODBYE!
Yes,I'm sorry about everything today. It wasn't your fault & Its all my fault, you can say I'm being petty or whatsoever.Well, we should stop everything that occur in the past alright? Everything starts afresh starting from this year. I wont even think about anything in the past okay.
iloveyou (:
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This wasn't the outcome i wanted
I do envy those peoples who really have a great family, while i have a family but not as great compare to others. Why? every time question being ask why there got to be a freaking answer, in this situation that i have been figuring out so many years i just can't get it through my big brains of mine! perhaps i don't even have one.
For now i know, pressure is within me, especially my dad, giving me pressure to study real hard just because my brother did bad for his results. Every now & then i got shouted at for no bloody reason.i hate it! don't you feel fed-up when you get yell at ffor no reason -.-
I got these problems everyday, i might not know what will happen after a few months later,i swear i really can't take it, im going bersark & im all too shag ):
i really need someone/something to lean againist on
)':


Monday:
Schooled:
Was totally fine, & there was a sense of nervousness while i was in class, because there will be a match in the afternoon, & after so many years down the road, our school decided to sent teams out of school to play. 1st match was - Evergreensec Vs DeiyiSec. Dang! i was happy when i heard the bell rang, & YES! classes are over & here comes soccer.
Rushed homed as quickly as i could & i got to be back in school before 3. when i left school at 230. I wasn't sure it was possible for me to reach school at 3 & i did!
Bused over to DeiyiSecondarySchool.
Match started around 4+ . We were all very excited yet nervous as well.
In the end, we lost with a score of 3-1. Many people were injured, including me. OF COURSE everyone was fustrated over the game, we were all dissppointed that we lost. Heads were hung low, except some that were still full with joy.
Bused back to school & went over to Causeway Point with Izwan,Arep & Joanna.
Joanna & I went over to Macdonalds for dinner & saw syafiq & co.
Sent her home after dinner, & guess what?!
I WALKED HOME FROM MARSILING TO WOODLANDS! :D
even though my head was whirrling around feeling dizzy.
& HOMED ard 930?
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Hello people, guess i haven been bloggin for the past good 3days yeah.
I got to update every now & then, but i dont know what for, i wont even know who will be reading my blog. Well, it doesn't matter though.
Didn't intend to go anywhere today, seriously i got homeworks to be completed & im all to tired.
Perhaps im going crazy soon.
I wished i could be able to end everything i thought, Be it, my family problems! ):

Friday:
Schooled was fine,
school & everything was always fine for me, even it wasn't fine i wont even say a word.
had a soccer match against Galacticos also known as they're the Ex-evgians.
Evergreen Vs Galacticos - the score was 7-1 . we got the victory in our hands yeah.
we wasn't even sure we could actually beat them, eventually we did. Everyone of us was over-joyed. & we got a match on Monday with DeiyiSecondarySchool @ 430. We're playing the away side. Went over to downtown east for Baosheng's birthday chalet. Reach there & saw, ruisen & co. , Doris. There were Joanna,Xiaomin,Shiyu,Haowen,Xinen,Eunice & co. Meldryne,Sophia,Norman & co. in Baosheng chalet.
Eunice,Shiyu,Haowen,Xiaomin & cody left home & didn't stayed overnight.
I didn't intend to stay overnight, but Joanna asked me to, so stayed overnight to accompanied her.

Saturday:
Check-out from the chalet @ 1030.
Macdonald's for breakfast & everybody wanted to go home to shower everything ,
Met up again, even though we're tired. But not all met.
Only, Me,Joanna,Andy,Baosheng,Meldryne,Cheekeong,Eunice,Yueyin,Yuzhuang & Tiongda.
Over to cuppage for pool-ing till night.
Was suppose to meet Rowell at fareast but was lazy & she was lazy to come over to meet me at cine after im done pool-ing.
Vivian called & ask me to Jurong but i was already at cuppage ): so sorry .
Went over to cine for dinner, saw shiyu,xinen.
Everyone left home around 10. Leaving Me,Joanna,Meldryne & Baosheng behind.
Went homed together with Joanna.
guess there's alot of things you wanted to say to me but you dont want to.
Well, you did said everything yesterday :D
Sented Joanna homed & cabbed home alone .
& HOMED!
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I'm all stressed up now ):







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Reply to all tags:
Bert: HAHAHAH! whatever, 7-1 okay!? so wht you think about our school team now dude! :D
Izwan: SWEET LAH :D hahaha! alright, hope so man :D
Feeqah: HAO XIAO LAH! LOL, YI DIAN DIAN! :D yerps, boring what, so just draw loh .
Jass: oh, that's in thr primary school, that's how many god dammn years! -.- LOL!
Mark: yerps :D you played well , serious :D
Takumi man: HEY! :D
Joe: OMG!:x serious? haha! i also dont know until you tell me now. sorry lah. tkaecare goodcare :D

Went to school alone the past few days & it feels great to be going alone because i dont have to wake up that early to meet the guys . Managing my time propely so that i wont be late for school.& i was thinking back that from sec1-sec4 i was never ever late once .

Schooled-
Lessons are typically fine as expected it to be.
& me never failing to make the class laugh.
though it was boring for me.
Stayed back after school, waited for Joanna to end her volleyball training.
Completed one of my drawings & did a few questions on Mathemactics.
GOD DAMMN IT! ):
Izwan is injured & he will be out for soccer .
I really can't imagine when the team lacks him, i seriously can say that he's the only person i look upon in scoring goals . but now....it seems nothing can help it anymore ):
as monday is the first match & i really hope he would be there.
& Joanna is injured too ):
Because of volleyball, take good care alright. Hope you really get well soon & i will be praying hard for you too :D
YOU BOTH TAKEGOODCARE!(:

















IZWAN! :D
the ever best friend i could ever have
& hanging out with him really brightens up my day.
get well soon dude & i will be here praying hard for you to get well!
& see you in the pitch as soon as possible :D
loveya ass!
♥




















JOANNA! :D
the one who was there for me like always & cheering me up.
& also the one who brightens up my day too with her crazyness :D
& SHE'S A BUSY WOMAN! :x
hope your back will recover as quick as possible alright & not seeing you suffering ):
GET WELL ALRIGHT!?
loveya assgay! :D
♥


Once again:
CONGRATS TO THOSE O'LEVELS TAKERS WHO GOTTEN GOOD RESULTS & THOSE WHO WITH BAD RESULTS DONT BROOD OVER IT,WHATEVER IS DONE CANNOT BE UNDONE,LIFE STILL HAVE TO GO ON! :D

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I just get fed-up sometimes,
i got a plentyful of things in my head
it's like a bomb, where it could explode anytime
where my basics were lacking behind i feel im behind time almost everyone around me
feeling like there isn't any space for breathing
everything got choked up & always stucked there
never able to be solved
& where the stuffs get repeated over & over again thanks to my god damm parents
i feel like im breaking down
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Was surprise that baosheng was there waiting to meet this morning, he seldom gets up that early sitting there waiting patiently. & WOAH! this was his first.

Schooled-
School was fine, but tiring.
& thank god i pass my mathemactics test, scoring 18/25.
I know it wasn't a good nor a fanstantic result but i just wanted a pass. i wasn't sure if i done good enough, but so far this is only the first mathemactics test of the term.Doesn't really bother me much.
& i tend to hate chemistry this year, seriously, i dont understand the topic my teacher has been teaching all this while & the teacher of mine i started to hate her more. Well. im curious about this. Because last year, i tend to like the teacher alot but know it seems it doesn't.I just got to concentrate well on my chemistry as there will be test around the corner & i ain't ready for it .

Schooled dimiss-
went straight home, stuff everything equipments i got to use for my traning into my big bag.
& the skys were gloomy & i guess it was going to rain in no time. thick black-grey clouds were covering almost the entire sky.
to my surprise, there was no rain but yet a little drizzle, on & off.
Training started from 330-630.
Went homed together with Joanna,Izwan,Malek & Arep & over to Northplaza & waited for bus together & i went homed together with Malek while the rest bus-ed homed :D
BIG THANKS TO JOANNA FOR WAITING FOR ME TODAY! :D
& i will sent you home tmr as i promise okay. laughs!*
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Was taking my own sweet time strolling to school, when i left my house around 810? where i got to be in school by 820! :x For i swear that today was seriously a hot weather. I just feel like Im having a suntan while i was walking to school.
The moment i step into class, god dammn it! it feels extremely hot.

Like i said double periods just ain't me. DOUBLE PERIODS OF LESSONS OF MATHS!
the subject that I dislike most, it's just too boring & i get pissed of sometimes while i can't solve the question! clicking on the calculator, CLICK CLICK CLICK* the answer just ain't right -.-
i will just stop doing everything & sitting there not speaking .

Physics lessons was great! simply great :D
But i admit that i can't concentrate during physics lessons, i got this urge to irritate this teacher of mine & cracking jokes to him. I believe that everyone in the class couldn't understand every little things he taught the past 2-5weeks . Well, i was just very talkative during physics lessons, i got a little boring too, so i drew this picture just to entertain the few friends who sat around me. & the picture was all coloured & edited by RONGSHENG & ANDY :D
though, it looks disgusting, but hell! we were laughing continuously yet non-stop .
& GOD! Mr Clement Lee even drew a picture that was disgusted by the whole class!
I invented a new word :x
SHE BUY = CH** BYE! *
& i kept repeating she buy* she buy* to Mr Clement Lee! :D

















Canteen:
slacked a little while & i just got fed up & frustrated
Went homed together with Joe,Azura & Dennon .
over to 877 for soccer with arvin & co. + some riversidians peeps
& HOMED AROUND 5.
bye (:

I SERIOUSLY NEED A MATHS & CHEMISTRY TUTOR!
CAN ANYONE FROM ANYWHERE,NOT BOTHERING YOU'RE FROM PLANET MARS
PLEASE INTRODUCE ME ONE! FOR THE LOVE OF JESUS!
please -
i really neeed it urgently ):
contact @ 98061623
thanks!


FOR GOD SAKE! ): is happened the same thing again, alarm clock really can't wake me up ): hence, im always close to the time for detention classes. I guess I need someone who could give me morning messages to wake me up or miss call me, you will want to!? :D
im more then happy . THE VIBRATION OF PHONE WILL VIBRATE MY WHOLE BED! & Ta-dah! i will be awake for sure :D

Schooled-
I LOVE ART LESSONS :D
there ain't much happening in school today for me, Im just amazed that I failed my chinese spelling test ): Well, it was much expected, as my chinese wasn't great all along & furthermore, I admit that I didn't studied any single word. I was there scanning through the words in my textbook as quickly as i could before the test starts. & there it goes - FAILED! ):

Stayed back after school, as Shiyu & I plan to do art. She willingly agreed & she was there doing her homework instead of art! -.- laughs* I was there crapping with her, & she was there laughing & i wasn't sure enough what she was laughing at though, but i bet she wasn't on medicine today :x rofl*
Waited for Joanna to end her volleyball training.
Keong came back to school & i haven seen him for long, He sent shiyu home, & I walked with Joanna to bus stop & I walked home alone .
HOMED - doing some research for Malek.


P/s: Please takecare of your back alright, im worried ):
your heart just works like mine - <3

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Replied to all tags:
Joanna: that was yesterday, & because of what!? ): haha! forget it, over jiu over le <3>
Shiyu: thanks girlfriend :D dont worry, everything is fine- & IM NOT EMO ALREADY (:
Joe: hey dude, the serious fact is that i dont know what on earth you're tagging! HAHA! :D
Mark: Hi! im not hardworking eh.
Izwan: OKAY! let's put it this way- WE'RE THE CRAPPERS! will that do? haha!
Rowell: Thanks sister! :D i will try to k
Rongsheng: girlfriend comes first for you :D well, it doesn;t matter though
Yvonnesoh: alright! appreciated it!

























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IM SPEECHLESS
im down


Had hard time getting out from bed, headache still remains & knocking hard on my head.
Totally forgotten about panadol yesterday before i went to sleep,
pain was extremly unbearable & woke up & swallowed panadol & went back to bed again.
Was awoke by Izwan's text, almost late to meet him for library.
Met him first, & was talking many crap to him & there he was crapping back to me too.
I always feels crazy when im with him, i just simply got many things to talk about when he's around (: things are craps & nonsense.

Lunched at banquet, & met joanna there. Strolled over to Civic Macdonalds' to meet, Jo,Malek & Ariff. Did my art, & i had hard time adding colors to my picture ):
& yes! i got many observational drawings to be done, Kweihuat came to find us.
Was told off by a libarian that we are not suppose to do drawings -.-
& WHAT THE HELL IS THE LIBRARY FOR?

Went over to CausewayPoint, Izwan & co. left, leaving joanna,kweihuat & I.
Walked around, joanna, kweihuat & chianyi left to Clarke Quey.
I met up with Norman & co.
Over to 888 for dinner & went to slack around
& HOMED.


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P/s:
You'll never understand how i really feel-
You can see that i never ever blame you
even if it's your fault i will never say it's your fault
I will just push the blame to myself & say everything was me to blame
the reason i did this because i dun want you to feel awkward
while your promises being promised are always being said
i just dont know if it's the fact
you tend to leave whenever you want to,
never thought about it, but....sighs*
the fact it's that, is not that i really want to be down
it's just that..forget it, you will never know
even if you know, nothing bothers to you
You got a handful of friends, sure you dont mind losing another friend of yours
For now, i really dont know where to turn to whenever I'm down
no where only to a place of loneliness
<3
























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YESTERDAY:
I've forgetten everything i did! ):
i just remember clearly that
Physics lesson: i was told off by Mr Clement Lee for nothing, dang! i was answering questions he clearly asked the class & i was shouted by him. he said " RAYMOND STOP YOUR NONSENSE!" i was god dammn confused, veins in my brains going crazy, wondering what on earth he shouted at me for? forget about it .

School ended-
went straight home after school.
was suppose to go to the library alone for my art but due to last minute changes.
Norman asked me for pooling.
Hours later, met him & tiongda over to Arena country club for pool &
waited for baosheng & co. to arrive .
Played till night, & ate prata.
Bused over to Jurongpoint to meet Shiyu & Xinen. Went back woodlands, & sent both of them homed together with norman & co.
Over to 7-11 to slack & HOMED! :D
pictures;










































TODAY:
Soccer training in the morning in school @ 8.
Was almost late, because my alarm clock couldn't get me out from bed
& i told ya, now it really doesn't works for me ):
confidently speaking, yes! it does the in the past, now im having lazy bones
lazier to get my ass out from bed & my ass was like glued with super glue while i was sleeping & there im lying on my bed :D
Trained under drops of rain + sorching sunlight
i strongly believed that i will have a bad headache
Went over to Causeway Point with Izwan,Arep,Fandi,Haoren & Mark for lunch.
everybody disperse & Fandi & I walked to North Plaza to meet shaqueel & i left after shaqueel arrived .
Homed, here it goes. Terrible headache occured.
Slept for hours & woke up & headaches still remain.
Did school assignments & out for dinner around 8 with family
& HOMED!
whatever i said was from the bottom of my heart & seriously spoke
imy ):











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CHECK OUT IZWAN'S BLOG SONG! :D
he with his bandmates -dang! his band's song totally rocks.
Chivalry Is Not Dead - Excaliburn

Was almost late this morning for school . Woke up around 750?
I just can't wake up early! An alarm clocks helps to get people out from bed it doesn't work on me . Setting to the time i want to be awake, yes! it rings but i will off it & carry on sleeping.

School was almost fine for me. Nothing much was bothering me today, but it does until i recall everything. Geography lesson, was brought out of class by MrZainudin, & was there sitting with my table & chair right on the front door, where every passerby could be able to see me :D
well just because i was laughing loudly & fooling around i was brought out.
Almost all double periods i just feel that im drifting away from lessons . feeling totally sleepy. Single period of lesson does work for me, i do listen attentively in class but double periods of lesson simply don't.
Eyes were opening & closing, body slanting to aside & i will fall asleep anytime.
Art lesson, had fun with mustaqium. Jay changed our sitting arrangement & i sat beside Mustaqium. Full of jokes & laughters being made by me & him.
Was there singing the song empty by the click five went we heard over radio during art lesson. Joe came along singing with us too, we only sang only the phrases we know & kept repeating it non-stop. laughs!*

Headed over to canteen, & chat awhile with some malay peeps & went off.
Went home together with Malek,Ariff & Taufiq.

Homed: came online to print some art pictures i needed & mustaqium needed, & did alittle of studying .

Went off to 834 for dinner with tiongda,baosheng & rongsheng. went slacking around fushan & saw sophia .
Played basketball awhile, & i haven been bouncing a god damn basketball since last month? :x
& HOMED!

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its not time that matters, its the heart.
where you really really want to save time for me
if you got the time but you just did it for the sick of doing
then forget it alright.
busyness & forgetfulness is all over you now.
just hope you understand how i feel
i guess you dont anyway
i'll just hold on
):
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY NORMAN! :D
you're finally 16, & you can do whatever you want but dont buy CONDOM :x
may all your wishes come true.
all the best dude



Went to bed around 3 after doing my art. Wasn't able to sleep due to some reasons. i really dont know what the hell it is, but forget it. you can say its my fault or whatsoever okay, & i dont care whatever it is. Since been said that you didn't then just let it be .
-words just speak by you was straight,even if someone else is me i guess they will feel the same like what i feel.Perhaps you just don't know me well enough, not knowing my hates & perhaps all.
or not knowing exactly who the hell im-

Felt embraced with thoughts around me when im awake. Calls from phone this morning was just irritating .
Schooled with alittle of anger in me & fustration, hence, im just moody.
Apologize to those who i have spoken to rudely.
Everything went back normal when i was having P.E
After the happy times i had during the lesson, nothing was bothering me anymore.
Back to class, little sharp pains just hit me like needles on my left kneecaps & thighs
when i was trying to take a seat. Just makes my left leg feels so weak & like some kind of cripple
that you normally sees when you're down to anywhere.
Well,i just got to say i really got a shag day today ):

Lunched with andy,gavin & sengkiat .
Went for blading with andy till 4 & back homed .
& went off for soccer traning.
Even weather today was totally awesome, i didnt have the mood to do anything.
dont even feel like kick the god dammn ball.
Apul was also not in the mood for whatever programme had today during traning
Thoughts of those just rings in my head now & then. DING!*
Didn't expect joanna left home first & forget it.
Walked homed with Malek & Suphian .
& back homed.

goodbye!

JUST TOO FED-UP TO BLOG ANYTHING

TODAY

& I JUST KNOW CLEARLY THAT I HAVE A

FUCK-ED UP DAY TODAY!

GOODBYE!

& i will going MIA soon, but will still contact people who are really close to me

IT'S THE SCHOOL WEEK! :D
here it comes again! hahaha
lessons like normal, never fails to have lessons :D
i wish one day MR CHAN DIES & there will be no school & the whole school in on FIRE! :D
YESSSS! LOL! :D

I DID A SEC5 CHINESE WORKBK! -.- when im only sec 4
& i only knew that i did wrong this morning until dennon told me -.-
stupid sec4 & 5 chinese books making me go confuse! -.- like a stupid fool :D
makes me feel like a RETARD! :D
whatever, who cares! haha!
Was there entertaining class today again even though im sleepy i act strong that im not tired & entertain! :D lol ,

After school, went over to canteen to meet usual peeps, malay friends + joanna, chitchat awhile then went home.
Because i got soccer training @ 5 .
went home then went for roller blading with andy for while because he wanted to blade, so ya. i did accompany him :D
Put my blades at his house & went over to school for traning .
& DANG THE MOTHERF***ING WEATHER!
it rain exactly at 5! -.-
& training was cancelled ):
postponed to wednesday .
So, me & izwan was there sleeping in canteen for awhile then decided to walk ard the school with apul & syafiq while waiting for the rain to stop :D
walked up the NE gallery, izwan went to make all the picture frames tilted! -.-
taking out frames that are hanging on the wall . LOL :D
laughs!*
& walked home, with izwan & arep till 883 plaza & i walked home alone :D
sorry joanna, that i didnt wait for you till you end your training ):
that's all for the TODAY SCHOOL! :D
haha!
GOODBYE! :D
<3


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I LINKED YOU ALREADY UH IZWAN! :D
so dont come killing me!
laughs*













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Yesterday:






















HAPPY BIRTHDAY NORMAN IN ADVANCE! :D
Norman birthday is on the Wednesday 16th. But celebrated earlier because weednesday is a school day & most peeps wont have time too .
Celebrated his birthday going to town & getting his presents he wanted with rongsheng,baosheng,cody,gavin,tiongda,joanna,eunice,yuzhuang,yanting,yueyin & meldryne.
Baosheng & I was waiting for Joanna for long! lol . but nevermind.
Went over to town to meet the rest of them at fareast & sorry to keep you guys waiting ):
went over to fareast to eat dinner, then went over to cine for movie
& saw Rowell sister with her boyfriend while i was on the way to cine.
Watched One Missed Call - 1025pm
Joanna & I shared money to buy norman's present
POLO TEE @ REVOLTAGE :D
While i dont know the rest get for him .
Went over to cuppage for pool while waiting for the movie.
Saw Ruisen,Weixiang,Aitien mother & other peeps .

The movie suck! -.- DAMMN POOR!
Was able to catch the last train after the movie, we were all rushing over to somerset mrt
all of us ran, super tiring ):

All mrt-ed back to woodlands because we had birthday cake :D
Me & baosheng quickly rush over to my house & ran to get the birthday cake & over to his void deck :D
Eunice & co. went home by rongsheng's father taxi ):
We was making alot of noises under the void deck
SINGING BIRTHDAY SONG LOUDLY! -.-
tiongda & I was there making fun saying the coke is hot :D
LOL! have to drink slowy -.-
LAUGHS!*
rusk & cheekeong came over to find us to cut cake :D
Me,Joanna,Rongsheng,Rusk,Cheekeong went over to fushan to slacked while waiting for baosheng & meldryne :D
I WAS SUPERBLY TIRED! ):
i dont intend to go out, because i was super tired after my soccer training & my head is super giddy + pain! ):
IT TOTALLY SUCKS!

Accompany Joanna to hail a taxi for her to get home. LOL!
always going home so late -.-
stupid! :D

Went home after Joanna left, & the rest of them sent me home :D
& thanks!



TODAY:
woke up at 4! -.-
& quickly started doing my homework
I HAVE MANY HOMEWORK!
& ART! -.-
LOL!
i only completed 3 pcitures whereas i need 4 :D
nevermind .
Went over to vistapoint for dinner with family &
HOMED! printing joanna's stupid art pictures :D

goodbye!
<3>

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I CHANGED BLOG SONG! :D ahaha!
just think that it really links
HERE COMES THE WEEKENDSSS! :D
schooled as usual ,
i always tuesday & friday
because on tues we can reach school at 830 not like normal days which is 720 & friday is because we get to be realesed at 1215 from class :D
stayed back to wait for joanna from her poly visit & her vball traning to end
did homework with apul,fandi & mus.
i was laughing all the way because we were making stupid jokes & crapping
danial was doing his crazy stufss in the canteen, making horny faces -.-
Doing some kind of pole dancing! -.-
super gay kind. & HE KISS ME ON MY EARS >:( FK YOU!
waited bus with joanna & i walked home when her bus arrived .

Went home, showered everything & all
when over to 877 to meet eunice & co. for like 5mins only . sorry .
& rush over to causeway point to meet joanna for dinner .
I didn't eat anything but she was .
i was even hungry & was didn't even talk much at all & was like emoing
sorry joanna.
& jiahao & co. came over to find us,
Joanna wanted to take a look at rongsheng's girlfriend so walked over to fushan
but he sent her home already
met tiongda,norman up & rusien came :D
then chat a little while &
HOMED.


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-a glispe of light tells me that the times we are having now will never be gone
it's like a light which nevers turns blackout.




P/S:
PAST- the old year 2007
You said every little thing & i believe every word you said
you promised everything too.
im not expecting that you should give me your everyhing for me
& just spending most of your time with me but...nevermind.
i guess you should know what you have promised,
but the promises you made just wasn't done during the days & you left
I have done everything I could for you,
everything that you needed, & saving almost most of my time for you
but you just didnt even bother.
& in the end, you didn't care much on those days
everything just pass.
i guess now you should know why i wrote all those tiny little words?
NOW- a new year 2008
Im trying to think about the way things are now,
when you said if we could go back to the way that we were like before
i said: OF COURSE WE CAN & WE ARE NOW.
im just afraid that everything would turn out the way i didnt wanted it to be
well, i believe it wont! & like you said you had promised.
i love the times we are having now alright (:
i hope you do too
ilu!(:
<3

















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It stays the same & its
always liddat.....

Was feeling tired today, whole body was like breaking down.
LIKE JELLIES! -.-
woke up at 645-650! :D
hahah! showered everything all & im always late to meet.

school as usual nothing special at all.
lessons lessons lessons .
so yerp, nothing special at all :D

went to NYP after school.
school brought us there , & i was feeling very tired.
walking around the whole bloody poly -.-
carry my heavy school bag.
I SWEAR I WAS FKINGLY TIRED! ):
but i was still there entertaining my stupid schoolmates :D
making funny voices & all.
& HOMED!

it's always the same -.- *





















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I DID EVERYTHING THAT I COULD (:
it just depends that everything done would be alright

School as usual, school has been fine last few days & schoolife is just bearable for me .
but sometimes i will just feel very tired & fall asleep :x
nothing to blog during school hours anyway.

it was a selection today & just
had a friendly soccer match against sec3.
won 4-2.
& i got a red card & i was told to leave the field :D
WHOOOOSS!
i dont know if i was selected but i dont care either .
Was there waiting for joanna at the canteen, waiting like one stupid fking idiot there for her & i decided to leave the school. & FKING-HELL, she was outside the school already -.-
but i got nothing to say . so, yeah, forget it (:

Homed: did my art & maths
& i left chinese,chemistry & social studies homework ):
i need a homework slave :D

Reply to all tags:
Huiya: hahah! :D alright , i will thanks alot .
Yueyin:LOL! draw propely abit only lehh! you go draw the legs until like chopsticks liddat! :x
Kweihuat: stupid peeps! full of shit they are :D haha!
Eunice: haha! i don't like online early :X alright, try to k. i also not sure.














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SCHOOL started 830 today! :D
went over to 834 for breakfast with norman,innsiang,rongsheng,baosheng & andy.
I HAD STOMACHACHE AFTER I HAD BREAKFAST! i feel like shitting! :x but i control .
This is called internal POWERS! :D whoos!

Normal lessons during school
& Andy & I made MR CLEMENT LEE ANGRY :x
becasue we kept irritate himm! :D LOL!
& he was there sitting on his chair emo-ing :x

Went over to Andy's house with norman for homework & rongsheng join too
I got many homework! maths,geography,art,english & chinese! -.-
DAMMN IT! but i done it all except for chinese because it was superly tough!
& my chinese sucks for sure :D
& i dont care.
Went roller-blading for awhile with andy under his block becasue he wanted to skate
& blade till 730 &
HOMED!
seeya! :D ciaos~
stayed this way *
<3

REPLY TO ALL TAGS:
Yueyin: HAHAH! yerpsyerps, i think you're one okie! :D okay, thanks! you draw propely luh!
Huiya: i dont know leh, he sucks to me! ): but i try to like him okieee! i see :D
Eunice: HAHA! :D i online you cannot online! ): thanks, haha!
Lihua: okieokie :D i disiao you more then you know :x sorry luh ): i do loh PE! :x








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Sunday:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIKAI! :D
Was a family day every sunday for my family . i spent equal time for friends & family. But honestly speaking i spent more time on my friends :D
drove around to the East & West .
& went over to Sikai chalet & wish him happy birthday & saw many peeps .
HOMED :D
*everything was the way like before i guess?
<3

TODAYYYYYYYYY! :D
school as normal .
LAUGHTERS I MADE during art lesson on the 1st period in the early morning! :D laughing like mad dont know about what & i just happen to carry on laughing non-stop till the lesson ends. Funny thing was i brought a SEC5 chinese textbook to chinese lesson! -.- IM SEC4 & I BROUGHT SEC5 BOOK!? how cool :D
After school, went over to canteen to meet Joanna & chat with her. haven been talking to her like many dammn weeks ): accompany her to the hall for her volleyball & i left home walking home with izrul & fadzly :D Went blading around blocks for awhile when im back home . came home & just did some of my drawings for art .
IM BLOODY ANGRY OVER MY UGLY DRAWINGS!
JUST SIMPLY FED UP & FEELING STRESS NOWWWWWWWW! ):
TAKING HOURS TO DRAW A PERFECT PICTURE BUT I FAILED!
I FEEL VERY UNEASY!
god dammn it! FKYOU! ):
goodbye.
* i just hope that everything would stay this way



Reply to all tags:
Eunice:HAHAH! im online now lay dey, she wont kill us de lah! YUEYIN IS A GOOD GIRL :X
Lihua: LOL! disiao people very irritating de loh! & i everytime disiao people later ppl hate me! better i at class shutup :D
Baosheng & Yuzhuang: LOL! what the hell are you guys talking about? LOL! hahah you fools :D
Eileenpoh: BUDDY! :D okay, hope you like it yeah.thank god that you're with me too! LOVE YA LOADDDSS! <333
Iris: OFCOURSE GOT LAHHH! :D i also dont have derhxzxx! haah! love ya too! :D everything is fine i guess? i will k :D mee t up soon too! i miss you luh :D
Judith: HEY JUDITH! haha! i will study hard :D i love mr vik but not alwaden! ): he sucks to the core :D
Joanna: HEYO! :D try bah . haah :x okayokay <3

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&I FAILED TO DO SO

some things were just too difficult to understand
when things worsen up nothing can be done
seriously,nothing at all only you could make a difference in it
words were just to cold & flatten,
& you wouldn't bother ):

Woke up & gave a call to Eunice because she was afraid that she couldn't get out from bed.
Saw Judith,Nicole,Fangyi,Lijuan & MissGan in the bus on the way to Causeway point
Met her at cck, planned to head over to Jurong east library to do my art & she wanted to do her homework & art folio. & she forgot to bring her art folio! -.- stupid!
went to eat long john silver for lunch while waiting for Yueyin to arrived as she's joining us for library too! :D

It was raining heavily past few days & i dont know what is hell wrong with our world's atmosphere! wanted no rain but it rain, wanted rain no rain! -.-
that's like what i said, some things that you expected for, just dont come to you.

Im doing the topic flight for my N level art, so drew some pictures on planes & helicopters.
& i dont know whether it's horrible or fanstantic.
im not someone who draws really well, yeah, so my drawings simply sucks.
Yueyin was doing her art folio while i dont know what was eunice doing. laughs*
before Yueyin came, Eunice & I was laughing our ass out! rofl*
was laughing at her the way she speak english when she was working during the holidays.

Left library around 530.
Went over to Boonlay to meet Yuzhuang,Rongsheng & Yanting :D
& over to Arena country club for pool with andy,tiongda & gavin.
i haven been to Arena since long,
played few rounds & Eunice & Yanting left home around 8+ ):
& pool-pros invited me to play with them. race to 3.
1st game lost 3-2 & 2nd game lost 3-2 too ):
it alright, playing with them was fun anyway
& supper with Gavin,Norman,Rongsheng,Tiongda at 892
& walked home with Tiongda
HOMED!

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Schooled as usual - lesson haven been starting yet but it will be be starting next week.
i have to rush over my art sooner or later & i guess i have to start doing it now
before it's too late. N levels are this year & everything just went through my head badly,as if a bullet just shot through my head. i just wanted it all but i fail to . perhaps that's what fate .
& that's what i got in return.
you will never know how it does to but..forget it
you will never understand & conclude about it.

Met rongsheng,eunice,yuzhuang & a new friend liting :D
went to jurong east library .
because i have to find some pictures of my art.
books that i wanted to loan just couldn't be loan . fcuk you dammn it! -.-
& eunice borrowed 2 books using my card because she forgot to bring her card.
Went to eat at Macdonalds' & yanting & jialing came to meet us
they alighted at gombak because they all had to go for some dance.
Mrt-ed home .

Went home, took blades & blade awhile went for dinner with norman & tiongda
& HOMED!

goodbyee,

i guess i got nothing to say now
& i guess im used to it
:(















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If life could be in this way
where life is painted on with dull colours
i would have wanted it all
no life but just being in somewhere i really dont know
being alone in a deserted place .
I can't figure out what is really happening to me all this while
the contrast is all being changed.
ways of emotion just disappeared
full of thoughts runnig through me.
just wanted to get into the right line but...
forget it.
goodbye.
Shall not blog anymore now.
):

HAPPY SCHOOLING PEEPS! :D
Waking up early in the morning is our life again! -.-
Waking up before the sunrise,
with your eyes closing
& feel like lying on your bed
stuffing your head under your pillow
covering yourself with your blanket
& never get up
& only awake in the afternoon, buttttt, all these stops! ):
waking up early every weekdays will be going throughout this whole year till holidays arrives again!
☺


SCHOOL!:
Listen to the normal speech by Mr Chan our principal, talking some shit like some big fk! -.- it was like a national rally! speaking non-stop! -.- whatever.
♥ I love school but i just hated one of my subject teacher! =/
Mr Alawden-social studies ; with his high pitching womens' voice
YOU SUCK BIG TIME! (:
& my form teacher changed & was Mr.vik ☺
timetable wasn't given out yet & i guess there wont be much studying till next week
due to school, i guess i wont be blogging that often only when there's something important.
& maybe wont be coming online that often too ):
so yeah, goodbye peeps!
& shiyu girlfriend! takecare of my watch ehhh! <3☺
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONG KWEIHUAT!
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!
SEEYA DUDE! :D



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I WANT TO BE IN A TWILIGHT ZONE ):
i was looking back & wondering why I took so long to realized -
sometimes in life, the things we wanted just didn't turn out the way we wanted
it made a negative impact on me
i dont know what i was feeling like yesterday
was like super down at night
thinking about things while i was lying on my bed
just feel that i needed someone there for me
who really cares alot & will always be there
i just needed someone more than it
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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :D
HAVE A GREAT START AHEAD OF 2008!

SCHOOL IS ONCE BACK AGAIN!
HERE COMES MY DAY! WHERE I ENTERTAINED MY CLASSMATES!
& CRACK STUPID JOKES! :D
BUT THIS IS,
WHERE BOOKS,LESSONS,TEACHERS WILL BE GETTING ALL OVER YOUR HEAD!
MAKING YOU GO BERSERK,
WAKING UP EARLY IN THE MORNING
WEARING STUPID SCHOOL UNIFORM & ATTEND SCHOOL
& BACK HOME IN THE AFTERNOON!
IT WILL BE THE SAME THROUGHOUT THIS WHOLE ENTIRE YEAR! ):
STUDY HARD THIS YEAR & CONTINUE FAILING SUBJECTS WHICH YOU HATE! :D
laughs!*


i just got my hair cut & i look fugly like some kind of retarted person
like what they say, A FOOL! :D
hahahah!

some of yesterday pictures:




























true friends are hard to find
we will be there whenever you need us
i will miss you peeps alot & hope you peeps do too!
<3














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♥ A HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EILEEN BUDDYYYY! :D

may all your wishes come true alright,
i will be there for you anytime ,
when you need me
cheer up k :D
loveya!
♥



Will post once im back from countdown
goodbyee peeps :D
FK YOU YOU FOOL!
whoooooss! :D

IM BACK FROM COUNTDOWN! :D
im to lazy to blog ): but i got to blog, to upload pictures & send pictures
& im exhausted feeling tired):
Went over to bukit gombak with baosheng to meet yueyin & yanting :D
then to tiongbahru to meet eunice ,
Met yuzhuang & rongsheng at cine, because they went dating in the afternoon! :X
then norman & cody came late .
Watched: I am Legend @ 720.

After movie met with meldryne & sophia,
& jialing met us later because she didn't join us for movie
then later we walk our seperate ways & we headed over to esplanade for fireworks! :D
walked to the bridge & found a place to sit and watch,
waited till 12 & the fireworks was super pretty :D hahah!
Norman & baosheng left first , & we lost yueyin ):
because there was so many people! everywhere! all over the fking place -.-
& finally met up with her at suntec . LOL! :D
was finding something to drink, then bought drinks
& took the last train home :D
& HOMED!
saw: nicole, ruisen & co. , huiya, dom, rusk & co.! :D
overall, it was a fun & tiring day. laughs!*
im gonna miss you peeps when school reopen-ed ):
see you peeps around soon okay!
& we'll still keep in contact -
peeps: yueyin,yanting,yuzhuang,eunice & jialing
<3

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