HELLO EVERYONE! :D
Going out over to Pasir ris again to do visiting, & guess it will be boring because there wil be schooling tomorrow ):

♥ well, the fact is that i miss & love you alot the last few days.
i do & i really do ):

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As usual visiting as well, but over to my mother's side, past few days was my father's side. Over to Pasir ris- Eastvale Condo where my grandma stays. Just wished everyone there happy new year & all. Shaking some hands. Did some gambling,watched lion dance & all . Actually i don't remember much stuffs i did . Well maybe that's all.

SATURDAY:
Went out early in the morning with my brother & over to cousin's house early, because we know that our parents will be going over there late in the afternoon, & we didn't want to be at home doing nothing but rotting . So...yes, took MRT to AMK & bused 130. Over to upper thompson road, around Sin Ming ave.
Watched tv & all there, did gambling again.Went cycling around the whole bishan, over to bishan park to J8 & i was panting while cycling ): It was dammm humid. At night celebrated Aaron's upcoming birthday, which it lies on the Monday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCED AARON COUSIN! :D Went homed around 10 plus, & it was kinda boring going home early. while, too bad.
♥ I miss you badly, sighs*













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♥J:
I promise you that I won't be down alright. I don't wish to remember or talk about it every single thing being said yesterday by you & me. We'll carry on like how we are now can we? You know how much i need you & i know how much you need me. There isn't goodbye okay? though we might have quarrels but this was the worst ever. We'll not make this happen anymore in future can? i really don't.
Remember the night we promised to be together through everything,each to care for another when old and grey. i hope you remember . do you?
iloveyou :D

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HAPPY CHEENA NEW YEAR

EVERYBODY! :D























Back from malaysia, went over there to visit my grandmother's sister family. Chinese new year is always the same, eating,gambling & stuffs :D well, sometimes it just gets a little bored, well it doesn't matter.
Few more days, school is gonna reopened again! -.- as fast as you could imagine. Common test is around the corner, coming in 2weeks time. Mug hard guys. i really need some serious help in my chem & physics! -.- sighs*
upload some pictures when i got the time. even though the pictures just are ugly, i dont give a dammn :D
tkcare peeps.
GOODBYE! :D
why can't it just be a happy family?! ):







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♥ The fact is, i really don't understand ): sighs* Whatever words I said to you were serious, & real. It's in the real life & the real world. Perhaps you never take it to heart,well,i don't blame you for that.Every little actions & voices being said & done to you were all i could ever give.
I really dont't know, really really don't know what you will actually feel if i ever bounce off.
Will you be way to delighted or....? i kept poundering this question in me.
You got a number of guys you ever wanted,you really got it. You know it too as well.
Will you ever feel a sense of sadness when Im not with you?
I guess you never will. Because you won't even bother.
To me, yes i do, i really feel it.
Apart from everything that i could lose, i strongly never want to lose you ):
ilu!
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Just back from reunion dinner with my relatives & all. Went over to Sentosa, one º restaurant.
The place!? OH MAN! it was way too great,when i reach there, gosh! the feeling was undescribeable. I just felt very relaxed,weights on my body i had just blown away.Enough said.It have been long since i last saw my cousins & all. We will only meet like once or twice in a year,where we meet only when there's special occasion. While had great time talking about lifes & stuffs. Im like the youngest among them.But who cares. Food there was extremly delicious,heard that this restaurant sells expensive dishes. Dinner actually started at 9!? -.- & everything ended around half past 11. Everybody in the restaurant left leaving only our family of two tables.Celebrated Joy's birthday accompanied by Cheesecake. I really envy their family. I just don't know why ): everybody got a perfect one except me. While it doesn't matter though.
Sented Aunite Chunli back homed & here im blogging :D
goodbye <3

NOTHING SPECIAL TODAY SO THERE'S NOTHING MUCH I CAN BLOG ABOUT :D
stayed back after school till 6+ & sented Joanna home .
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♥ sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry for what i did today ):
i wont do it anymore already okie! :D never ever again! i swear.
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TODAY!

Was almost late for school again, today was extremly cold. There was slight drizzle while i was on my way to school. Reached school, went over to Joanna's class to pass her water bottle :D
Back to my own class. Lessons were fine. There was suppose to be a Chinese test today, eventually it was postponed. Chemistry lessons : while things are getting fine along with Mrs Eng, i also wasn't sure why. But i still dislike her. Went over to 4RESPECT to find Mrs Eng to have my Chemistry test taken. I miss the test last week due to match.
After school, got change up everything & all was prepare to leave to Seragoonsec for match against them. Reached there, did warm up & all. & match started around 430.
We guys put in our best effort to keep the score 0-0 during the 1st half, but 2nd half score was 5-1. Nas' scored! :D The fact that was, yes we lost. But so what? We're still proud, because no other schools could score a goal against them. All were beaten by score of 7-0 . We still got a long way guys! work hard! :D Bus-ed back to school & walked home alone.
My whole upper left arm hurts right now, i can't even carry my heavy bag after the match.
the pain was painful & i couldn't endure it ): i bearly could do stuffs with my left arm now anymore ):

MY STOMACH REALLY HURTS ALOT! I REALLY CAN'T BEAR THE PAIN! ):
it happens everyday!

Yesterday:

Went out to Vivocity to get my shoes & norman & rongsheng wanted to get theirs too.
Went with Joanna,Baosheng,Meldyrne,Norman & Rongsheng. Suppose to meet in the afternoon around 2 end up in the evening . Well, it doesn't matter though.
I bought a Everlast shoe @ $50. Went to watch movie. Cloverfield @ 720. it totally sucks, it ain't worth watching. Norman & Rongsheng back up suddenly leaving Me,Joanna,Meldryne & Baosheng watching the movie. I swear i don't know the reason why i got uneasy ): My head was spinning rapidly while i was watching the movie, there goes my usual stomach pain & i vomitted in the toilet during the movie. I really got a weak stomach, it happens suddenly, it hurts alot! ):
It was much worser than before ): After the movie, I felt terriblely cold . Went to eat while only Joanna & I wasn't eating. Trained to Marsiling & walked Joanna home & went back alone.
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♥ - Saying those words to you face to face really felt great, I promise that i won't interfere my matters when im together with you okay! :D & i just really need your 100% trust in me, i ain't the person like before, i've changed, & i swear i wont reapeat whatever i did before. The past is the past. Well, i know deep inside you, you will still never trust me ): sighs, Is it very tough just to have trust in me? ): sighs, i really don't know sometimes, some things i said to you, you will never believe or even trust me ): Whatever it is, i can ensure you that there will never be goodbye between us like you said so too! :D ilu!







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MY SATURDAY AIN'T GREAT TODAY! ):


Chinese New Year is around the corner, it will be here in a couple of days.
I guess many people will be busying doing they're shopping & cleaning up of their houses just for this special event. Some may even do last minute jobs.
It's the year of RAT!

Just a short post today, because there isn't anything much for me to blog about.
Went over to Whitesand & Tampines Mall today, with family, intended to get my shoes but there wasn't any liking stuffs for me over there. By all means, my brother & sister bought their stuffs. & i was there dying of boredom. Seeing them getting their stuffs & i didn't get mine.
Went over to grandma house, for dinner .
Sat along the pool side alone under a big yellow umbrella, together with the breeze & cold gust of wind blowing directly on me & just thinking about the things i went through this year. As what they say thinking back ain't great, but i just seems to like it.
Saw Vivie when i went to get something from a little mart under a block.
Went homed around 10+ & homed!
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It's the 1st of Feb! Times really flies. Just a blink of eye one month just passes us without knowing it. Very soon, exams will be here as quickly & a new year will come again :D
Leaves will turn brown & grey hair of us will be grown.

School was simply boring for me today!): i wasn't sure what the hell was the reason, every friday seems to be a happy day for me! but today it wasn't ): nevermind. Talking about maths homework today it gives me a big headache ): homework: pratice 2.2, 2.3 & revison 2. there will be like 20 over maths sums to be completed before chinese new year! -.-
forget about it .
School was dismissed @ 1215. went over to Rongsheng house & went for haircut. I cut my fringe.
:D i think it's super cool. whatever it is, i don't give a damn if it's ugly. Ugly will just stay ugly :D
Went homed & rest before my traning starts @ 430.
Dang! it suddenly rain, i was there thinking. OMG! training is cancel?! i dunwant it to ): I was there hoping at it wont countinue raining at 430. & thank god! rain stopped exactly at 430. & there goes training :D training was kinda tiring, trained under drops of rain. Im just afraid that i may fall sick ):
Went for dinner at 834 with Rongsheng & walked home.
& homed here blogging with my head whirlling around, eyes shutting & opening ): just too tired .
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why it just got to be happening every night, being speak to with the tone of yours really makes me fed-up. WHYWHYWHY!? i really can't take it anymore): Back home i just feel that im all stress up & tensed. Its like a place of stressness! not leaving a percentage of air to be breath in through my lungs. Muscle were just not relaxed, i dont even feel a sense of belonging anymore & not even a place of relaxness, it have been diffrent. Everything changed! i can't handle anymore things, my brains are just filled fully with many little things that i got to store. sighs*
this is a scence where nobody would have experience it ):


















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