I HAVE TO START MUGGING HARD BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE!
But i do need some study buddies to help me out when im having difficulties in my subjects!
YES! & im finally up with my final layout which im going to be painting on the Canvas! hopefully i could be able to finish in time, because the image im painting really need to be very detailed enough & it's tough i guess? I want to challenge myself & aim for high marks! :D
But yet, i still got to add + draw more pictures for the 5 boards. Because to me, it isn't good enough. DANG! art really takes up alot of my studying time! ): i have to be done with my art as soon as possible before i have sufficient time to study & revise for my other subjects! I REALLY NEED HELP IN MY BLOODY CHEMISTRY & PHYSICS! text me up!
SO GOODBYE! :D

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everything seems not right, & i don't know what is happening. Since you want it this way i can't be bothered as well ):

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY MUSSY! :D
May all your wishes come true on this day, thanks for the times bringing laughters & joy everyday when we gather together. With our crazy laughters & actions along the corridors of classes or even canteen! Text me up if you need help or something ok, you're a great friend i knew. I could say i've known you for 2-3 years yeah? :D haha! So, yes! once again Happy birthday! loveya dude! ♥

Was feeling sluggish unlike before. I wasn't sure why. I was feeling extremly tired. I fell directly to sleep during maths lesson & was awoke by the ringing of school bell. My stomach wasn't feeling right in the morning & i was spending at least 15mins sitting in the golden throne.
& i was afraid that i will be late for school. Had my tuition today & i was feeling alert all the way because i took a nap from 2-5! I guess i won't be able to sleep tonight due to the hours of nap i had. I will be having mathemactics tuition tomorrow as well. I gotta run because i haven yet studied for my Chemistry test for tomorrow. CHEMISTRY SUCK TO THE CORE! for your info. i failed 2 of my previous test! ): the results didn't hurt me because it was expected. SO YEAH! :D GOODBYE PEOPLES!



-make it those 3 & make it real.

SCHOOL RE-OPENED! after only 1 short week of break! It isn't enough! I slept kinda late yesterday due to some offical reasons ):
But i was wondering why i wasn't feel tired in class except for Chemistry lessons. It's a Monday! & everyone should have this feeling of not attending school.
Dang! I stayed back for Remidal today & it wasn't fulflling at all.The lesson during remidal today wasn't effective! DAMN! I need help for forming chemical equations! Im totally blackout in this suituation. Tomorrow is Mussybart-Mus Birthday! :D haha! You're turning 16 in few hours time! Act like one ok! But do crack jokes like you always do & we laughing together! :D you're indeed a great friend dude!
I caught Step-up 2 yesterday! It's a must for everyone to watch it. But i paid 10 bucks for a moive man! because it was a Sunday! ): I wanted to catch it as soon as possible because i don't want to miss this movie out. I 've been missing out quite a few movies already! ):
& recieved free food from Macdonalds because my friend Ben was working there. My friends & I had truck lots of food on one tiny tray! -.- DAMMN! & i was like having so many chilli sauce on my tray as well! Mountain of it. I swear i will have sorethroat in no time, because im feeling a little pain right in my throat now ):
Have a great weekday in school guys!

photographs on sunday:

Today, mountains of assignments to be completed & yes i went through tough times doing it & cracking some brain cells in Andy's house today together with him. Two brains are better than one. So we we did lighten a little load weight & we kind of complete almost all assignments. Except for Geography because this work really need thousands of brains working together to be completed.
But for Physics, we didn't even lay our hands on it. Because i guess the whole class wouldn't bother about it. Anyway, Andy help me thanked your parents for the dinner today man. Greatly appreciated & your Dad really got my jaws opening out wide thanks to his jokes! :D
Anyway, Feeqah hope you like the card yeah! :D
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SHAZANA & I WAS WEARING YELLOW! laughs!*
it was such a coincidence~ & FEEQAH LOOKS ANGMOH IS PHOTOGRAPHS! :D
Yesterday, got real great time meeting up with my fellow classmates & my lovely classmates like FEEQAH & SHAZANA! IN East coast Park :D We really had great time together. Having done somersaults & chilling out along the jetty really feels great. Disappointing stuffs were that, teachers who were invited didn't even attend! LIKE MISS LEE! -.- god dammn it, being the form teacher she didn't even make the time to attend it. Some of the Cheena girls were dying of boredom, but come on, this is a class outing, show some interest into it. Get some entertainment cells like Shazana,Adilla,Feeqah,Aref,Andy & etc... they got lots of them. It suppose to be a fun outing. But dammn... nevermind. I was there trying to get each & every one of them people who were going to die of boredom to be lighten up alittle & be happy but..to no avail there isn't. I can honestly say that, Shazana,Feeqah,Diana,Sofea,Adilla,Aref,Andy,Aref,Rongsheng,Sengkiat,Innsiang & I myself was really enjoying this gathering being organise,I can really see that. Though i didn't eat much, I'm still delighted. I don't mind at all because I just wanted to have great & awesome time spending time,chilling out,taking pictures with the people I was with. Seeing everyone happy was just i wanted but dang! i only get to see a few. I just got to say:
I ♥ SHAZANA,ADILLA,DIANA,SOFEA MY LOVELY CLASSMATES!
I ♥ FEEQAH BUDDY!
I ♥ AREF THE DUDE! but I'm not a gay OK!.
Thanks for the fun brought mostly by you peeps.
here are some of the pictures, there are still a few more with Adilla & Shazana, once i get it i will post it again :D I got a video of somersault by me but i failed in that, but i can't load it up! DANG! No choice you just got to grab Andy's phone to check it out! It's funny for sure. HAHA! :D

photos:

L-R: Dude,Innsian,I,Rongsheng,Andy,Jiean,Sengkiat,Gavin,WeeKiat,Lockphon.
SOFEA! :DDUDE,ANDY,I! :DDIANA,BUDDY,ADILLA & IBUDDY,RONGSHENG & I :DGAVIN,ANDY,SHAZANA,I & RONGSHENG! ANDY SHAZANA& I :D ANGMOH BUDDY! :D
AREF THE DUDE!

Got down to town firstly, with Baosheng,Rongsheng,Andy,Norman :D
Saw Michy Sister & her boyfriend in Heeren! :D haven seen her since long too!
Baosheng wanted to buy Andy's belated birthday present. & DANG! he's lack of cash, being a kind soul, i fork out some cash in order to make up to the price of the T-shirt we bought costing $35. & over to Fareast under the drizzles. Andy got his shades he wanted, & took his shades to snap pictures. & sorry Rowell sister that we didn't went down to Vivo to meet you.
Over to Esplanade to slack, got up to the rooptop of esplande to slack & shoot out some craps. Took pictures & all. DANG! i got myself injured again, hurting my elbow & my hip bone is bruised. Just because i failed doing this stunt ): I wanted to do a front flip & get my 2 feets landing on the ground stadning firm, & yes i failed & i landed flat on the hard ground -.-
THIS IS JACKASS! :D
DANG DANG DANG! Chilled in Starbucks & there again, crapping & stuffs again. & I GOT HARD TIME WALKING NOW! Im back to some kind of faggot again! -.-
LISTEN RONGSHENG & NORMAN YOU @ GUYS OWE ME 9BUCKS! RETURN ME OR ELSE I WILL KICK YOUR BALLS! :D
-im really in a mess & things shot up in me again ):
Pictures will be uploaded tmr guys.
REQUESTED POST BY ROWELL SISTER! :D

DOMOKUN! :D
MY ADORABLE SISTER! :D ♥
SAYS ROWELL: i tried to catch him but he wants to run away that explains my cramp face =D LOL!

PICTURES YESTERDAY!

STOP & STARE!

A VERY HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY SHAQEEL!
may all your wishes come true yeah. Thanks for listening back then. Appreciate it. Loveya dude! :D

Wasn't use to it getting up early during holidays, i got my ass out from the comfortable bed @ 8! when i got remidal @ 10am! haha. Chemistry remidal! the subject which i dislike most & im totally disgusted with. It rain,rain & rain today! Continously rain! -.- & i have to be caught in the rain while walking home together with Izzy. As normal, was cracking jokes like what we always do when we're together! haha . YOU WANNA WOK DUDE!? haha :D how about it man!
IZZY WANNA GIVE A WOK! :D
Got over to Arena country club for pool today only with Rongsheng & Andy. Everyone wasn't free. I haven been there for a month i guess? & YES! i played 3 games free! This guy asked me for a 1 on 1 game. I dare not say he's lousy, but he just got to improve a little more.As practice made perfect. I thrashed him with a set score of 3-0.Where we played race to 3.
Im lacking behind pool skills because i haven been playing long. Accuracy & strength couldn't be able to be estimate correctly . Tomorrow, will be going over to my aunt's place to takecare of my little cousin. Which is located somewhere near town. So text me up if there's any shit you wanna talk about :D it's free! haha! so GOODBYE! :D
Reply to tags:
Shazana: Thanks alot classmate! Appreciated it. okay, i will try to cheer up yeah. Dont worry. Feeqah: Thanks alot too buddy! Alright :D love!
Izwan: HAHA! nice yeah? must see whose blog lah! :x GIRLS WANNA WOK! I DUNWANT! HAHA! :D
Huiya: thanks :D TAGGED BACK!
Lihua: okay :D
Jessica: Haha. I stupid lah ): but now its better already.
Andy: all the best for you upcoming hairstyle. & sorry for dropping your phone.

-Now you know how much i've been through. I hope you understand. If you don't, why not try being in my shoes & going through all this. It totally hurts, & the hurt was almost fatal. Things had been different when you're not by my side. But i know to you nothing seems different, because you have all your wonderful friends around you. Nothing will bother you. I know I cannot be wanting you by my side all the time, but at least save up some time for me, your buddy. Like how we use to be previously. This isn't previously anymore ):
& I know i can't be yours, he way much better than me. He got every points you ever wanted.I got to sit back & just wishing you all the best. but...nevermind. Nothing much matters now.
it's just hard to get over you ):

Tons of Assignments had been given to us pupils by some idoitic teachers. I've this urge to complete all my assignments & then enjoy my hoildays peacefully. I don't know why i love doing my holiday assignments before i enjoy my holidays, but i guess some will be the opposite. Wore on my blades & went over to Andy house in the morning by skating, we've arrange to complete some assignments. & he was there only completing only one assignment which is only English i guess? I left only Geography assignment, this assignment have been killing almost all of my brain cells, because we have to complete the whole bloody workbook. DANG! i hurt my left shin, its was raining & i had no choice but to skate home, & i lost control, my whole left shin bang hard on the edge of the wall. It's now swollen & blood clot were there too. I was able to see my flesh because my skin was scrap off too ): Seriously, Im having hard time walking now. Im like a faggot ): i ask for it! :D well, who cares.
GOODBYE.








WHYWHYWHY? ):
I really don't know. From the very first start, whatever I say to you through text or words you never ever believe me, even if im your bestest buddy, you won't even put a single trust on me. why? Well, maybe on others you can. Im just feeling down, my heart just sunk down i don't know. You always say you believe & trust me, but deep inside you, you don't at all. Then why lie saying you do trust me & stuffs. sighs* You said i've changed & everything,where i didn't. I've given you whatever you want to say about me & i don't blame you or anything. You should know that. I never ever hold anything againist you, because i dont want you to be upset. Even times when im angry with you, i will always say im not.I've been putting smiles & happy looks each time i see you, but inside me it hurts. You never know, i didn't tell you why it hurts because so what if i tell you, i known you well, even if i told you, yes you will care only for that very moment, after that very moment nothing matters to you anymore, you won't even care & bother. I really dont ever want to lose a buddy like you.
I just really need your 100% trust in whatever i say to you. If you can't then forget about everything i said to you & don't care ok. I got nothing to say as well. I really,seriously take every single word you said to me & keep in my heart.
Guess, whatever i post here for you to read, you won't even feel anything. Not feeling any sadness or stuffs. Or maybe you won't even believe what i say here. If you don't believe then it's fine. Or maybe you don't even care. You say you do believe & trust me, deep in the bottom of your heart you really don't at all. All ain't true ):