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Have to meet huiying at somerset at 2. then woke up at 12 then use com then prepare everything, then reached there just on time . LOL! she was late by like 9mins. Met her & she was asking why my hair so noob! straight cut, haha! -.- nevermind , then walked to cathay. she was there complaining HOT HOT HOT! lol -.- but its really hot , super sunny -.- then decided to watch ENCHANTED @ 320 . we were very hungry , but hell yeah! there wasnt any nice food in cathay! -.- after movie around 5+, walked over to plaza sin, saw hakim & his mum. We wanted to eat MOS BURGER but there wasn't any sits , so when to eat at MACDONALDS .

After eating, took MRT to somerset! & its like only 1stop she wants to take MRT! haha -.-
when over to cine to meet baosheng & rongsheng. baosheng bought the JACK DANIELS BOXERS! -.- LOL! dammn ass , then huiying wanted to go & meet her friends at queensway then walked her to mrt then went back cine to meet them again . Guess what! my stomach problem comes back again ): sighss ~ heck care, just let me die of stomach problem that will be damn cool :D walked out to cine then walked over to WISMA-cosmo to visit kweihuat as he is working there, was shocked to see litkwong there too :D anyway, sorry to disturb you ): ahaha!
walked over to fareast, ate again . walked around fareast then sat down saw chianyi & lijuan .
around 830? walked back to cine again! because baosheng wanted to watch the 9pm chinese show -.- went to cine foodcourt & watched till 10 . then went to arcade for awhile then took train home ,
goodbyeeeeeeee peoples! :D
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imy badly ):
looks like our meetupdays is gone again ,
while i just bear for it for i could
tell me when you're free
& we meet again
goodbye )':




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Went out at 2+ to arena country club for pool . with andy rongsheng,baosheng,tiongda .
played till 7+ then went to eat at burgerking. only tiongda & andy ate. the rest of us didnt want to eat because its expensive :D hahaha!
took bus to jurongpoint then went to eat @ banquet. while walking to jurongpoint saw yuanyin & her boyfriend , haha! after eating took mrt back to woodlands, reach around10? andy went home first. the rest of us went to cwp walked around then walked home. slack around at woodlands cc then decided to go to tiongda house play cards. played donkey, the loser have to drink stupid things -.- orange juice+teh tarik, vitasoy+orange juice, vitasoy +teh tarik, vitasoy + honey. super disgusting . LOL! i didnt drnk anything :DDD hahahaha! tiongda drank orange juice+teh tarik, baosheng drank orange juice+teh tarik+vitasoy,rongsheng drank orange juice+vitasoy, HAHAH! all super disgusting -.- espcially the teh tarik+orange juice smell like people's vomit! -.- LOL!
then another one, the loser have to be hit in the head by the pot -.- haha! & loser have to do stupid ass stuffs, put pot on the head all -.- hahaha! :D then take pictures , haha! -.-
played till 1230 then went home :D
goodbyeeee!


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Listen: FM Static - Moment Of Truth

http://youtube.com/watch?v=Lyj2Ek4dceQ&feature=related














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P/S:
i promise i wont feel this way anymore after i end this post
please read this,thanks )':
maybe everthing its me .
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Sometimes i wonder, the way you msg me was like....
it just like you dont feel like msging me, you wont bother what i msg
you msg me was like the sick of msging me.
short msgs by you, im just not use to it
i really dontknow. perhaps is my part of thinking ): sighsss .
The words you said yesterday to me was shocking,
your words being said were really hurting
Maybe for now, whatever i say to you, you wont even bother or wont even care what i say
or maybe i may not even exist in your life anymore & i may not even be your best & close friend anymore. you may not even need me anymore or turn to me when you're down.
i just wish it wouldnt happen , & wish that all these were my stupid part of my thinking
i really dont wish to lose you as you're my really close friend ,who i really love. & i really need you by my side
sighsss
that's all, i said my peice & im off . bye .
seriously. ilu & imy alot ):
tell me how you feel after you read my post. msg me by telling me
thanks
byeee.
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blogged:
didnt did much today, so there isn't anything for me to blog.
didnt went out to anywhere just stay at home the whole day.
goodbye.

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blogged:
IM BACK FROM CHALET
i dont feel like blogging anything today ):
super sorry ,
just write a short post & im off

chalet: was around changi. it was a family chalet .
did nothing much there, went for bowling,pool,tving & played cards only
haven been sleeping well there & i also not sure of the reason, so nevermind
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i really dont know whyyyyyyyyyyyy ):
nevermind ~
i have told you everything, hope you understand
even if you don't understand it alright
i will always feel it now & then ,those words said by you i really took it to heart
it will never happen again. i promise
& what i said was what i really feel i know you dont like it that way all i can say for now is sorry
maybe you're right, im thinking too much
i apologize again . blame it on me this time .
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blogged :
i haven been blogging for like 3 days :D hahaha!
anyway, IM BACK FROM THAILAND! (:
im lazy to post everyday i did, so i just briefly post :D


tuesday20:
went off to thailand-phuket with my aunt family + my sis & grandmother.
my flight was 8+ , it was only an 1hr30mins flight :D
so reached there, was super hot. once i reach there i was like WOAH?! haha , because i dont even understand any word the thai peeps were saying -.- LOL!
there was a taxi there waiting for us & brought us to MARRIOT hotel where we was staying :D
the hotel was not even close to any shopping areas or supermarket -.-
put everything in the hotel room, then my aunt hired a car, & the driver drove us to places which were tourists attraction.
went to the elephant ride -.- LOL! in to the jungle, but i didnt sit only my aunt's two sons + my sis :D
after that, went for shooting , DAMMN! my accurancy was like 7%!? my cousin had 45%? -.- wth! nevermind :D
then after that went all the way down to town area to wallk around, it was raining -.-
i was trying to look for thing to buy for friend's gift there was nothing nice -.- sry ):
then went for early dinner , had seafood . then went to night market walk around & it was drizzling so my uncle bought DVDs just to watch in the hotel room :D then drove back to hotel




Wednesday21:
woke up around 9+, annd went for breakfast at the cafe :D
after breakfast walk around the whole hotel, then waited for a cab to bring us over to a place call SIAM SAFARI . went into the jungle up in the mountain by truck then went for elephant ride, then saw rubber tapping, little elephants perform, how they make coconut oil & all & mokeys perform . LOL! its like zoo luh . haha :D everything ended at 5+ then cab drove us back to hotel for dinner. had dinner in the hotel restaurant :D
went to play pool after dinner while my aunt went for massage alone , because my uncle and grandmother didnt want to :D haha!




Thursday22:
didn't went anywhere, just spent the whole day in the hotel . went over to the beach .
the beach was where the tsunami hitted :D the waves were super strong lah! but i dont care I just went in . swam under the waves all :D haha . quite fun ,
then went to the swimming pool , the swimming pool is just beside the beach .
went back to hotel room around 3+
then showered everything then went for pool
then had dinner in the cafe
then went back to room :D




Friday:23
woke up at 9+ then went for breakfast everything then went back to room & rest awhile because we had to checked-out at 12
so after checking out, went over to the pool room, thn played pool till 330
then cab came, sent us to the airport because our flight was 550 .
had burgerking then was looking around the shops see if i could buy anything for friends but there's nothing -.- the airport was very small . so nevermind :D
boarded plane then landed in singapore at 830
dad picked us up, sent aunt family home then went back home after sending them :D
& YES! IM BACK :D
tmr: wedding lunch at regent hotel 11-1 then family chalet till monday


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- guess like we only got the weekends, & very sorry about it ):
its my fault alright ,
see you soon then (':











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goodbye ):

Goodbye to all & goodbye Singapore ):
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This will be my last post till i get back from Thailand-phuket
i got few more hours before i leave.
i will be back on the FRIDAY 23th @ 6pm in the afternoon
i will be away for 3days, the time difference in Thailand & Singapore is 1 hour . My flight will be at 8am, i will be at the airport 4-5am + , yarhss, i guess i will missing some peeps :D
tkcare everyone!


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P/S:
i wanted to spent my last day with you before i leave but you were lazy
i came online every single day wanting to chat with you as long as i could before i leave too
instead you were busying ):
busying like whole day ):
& didn't have time to chat with you, sighs.
i said never mind because i just didn't want to disturb you
ya, so nevermind, forget it.
Anyway, all i want to say is :
i will definitely miss you & love you the most when I'm away!
& i will definitely meet you up when I'm back alright
i apologize for our meet up days that I'm occupied ):
i owe you many apologises, very sorry
i promise you that i will accompany you all the way when I'm back
if only you really want to see/meet me :D
because i really wanna see/meet you when I'm back
promise me you will take good care of yourself okay
that's all i got to say,
so, goodbyeeeeeeee then~
imy alot ):
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blogged:
i slept in the living room till 11+ this morning then went back to room to sleep , & slept till 4 :D
because my stupid father was snoring very loud -.- ASSSSSSSSSSSS! nevermind
i spent my whole day like sleeping :D didnt even do anything , woke up just watch tv till night then went out to accompany dad to buy dinner at sembawang :D
i got nothing much to blog today ):
I WANNA GO OUT TMR - anyone?
byeeee thennn ~










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blogged :
3 more days to thailand & 9 days! ITS 9 DAYS NOT 9 HOURS! sighssss ):

SUPER SCARY YTD! ): around 1+, i was sitting in the living room alone after cutting my nails, & all the lights were off, & i was there smsing suddenly somebody shouted my name RAYMOND! only once -.- woah! SCARE THE SHIT OUT OF ME! ): it was super loud kind , i keep thinking its my grandmother dreaming & she shouted but my mother and sister heard it too when they was in the room but they said maybe it's people downstairs shouting -.- i was super scare lah that time -.- i faster ran into my & stuff my head under my pillow :x LOL! super scary ): nevermind


woke up at 9!? -.- super tiredddddd ): showered everything then left to malaysia to attend my father's cousin wedding , it was so called wedding lunch? -.- took long hours drive all the way to the wedding restaurant -.- i was sleeping all the way & my stupid cousin kept disturbing me ): wedding thing started at 2, ate stupid food -.- the food suckssssss! really sucksssss ): one dish was duck & the duck was like SHIT! SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT! :D hahaha! everything suckssss! i hate itttt :D then, saw many of my long-lost relatives :D i dont even remember them or seeing them? :x hahaha! nevermind :D i was super boring lah ): all i did was talking to my father & uncle & drinking 7-up only! -.- . haha! imagine talking to your uncle & father till the wedding end , everything ended at 5+? talking for 3 long hours! it was raining heavily by then -.- waited for the rain to stop till 6 but it didnt stop, because my dad couldnt get his car as he parked super far -.- so he borrowed umbrella :D then left around 7? woah! jam everywhere , it was flooded everywhere -.- barriers were even wiped out , haha! super cool! :D in the car,my sister ask my grandmother if she was the one who shouted my name once ytd? -.- she say it was her! WTH! hahah! :D i guess correctly! haha! Then when for dinner at 830 i think? ate till 930 then when home :D
im very tireddd ): super boring also the whole day ): my cousins were trying to talk to me i said, GIVE ME REST LAH! DONT DISTURB ME :x then i didnt talk all the way, i was only sleeping & day-dreaming :D
byeee!
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9 dayssss! ): it's super long ~
sorry to make you wait long alright
i will accompany you when im back, i promised :D
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blogged:
on thursday
had soccer match on thursday, lost to the doctors team 3-2 -.- ASS! they're super fast lah! nevermind , hahah! when back home by dad's car with arvin,gilbert,sikai & my bro :D sikai came to my house & shower everything :D because was going to chalet at downtowneast, then left home around 8+? then reach downtown east around 9+? not sure, nevermind :D
Reached there, there was fangyi,joanna,nicole,wenkun,judith,chianyi,lijuan,fangyi's friend? i dont know wht name,jeffrey,ralph, gilbert,rayan,litkwong,sikai,wayne,my bro, i guess i nvr leave anyone out? haha!
reached there bbq-ed then ate a little :D haha! then went to walk around, played cards with sikai,gilbert & joanna in the room, while the rest of them went out to walk around :D
slacked around, & i think me,gilbert & judith didnt sleep? LOL! the rest of them slept in the room, some of them slept on the benches along the swimming pool , haha!
gilbert & me was there watching tv the whole day & drinking water, LOL!
then later around 5+? gilbert,me,judith & chianyi walked out to accompany chianyi for her taxi :D haha! then went back watched tv again! lol, then talked & watch stupid show,

SORRY JOANNA I MADE YOU SICK ): dui bu qi ~ alright?


TODAY! :D
WHEN I SAY OK YOU SAY ALRIGHT! WHEN I SAY ALRIGHT YOU SAY OK! LOL :D super fun lah! litkwong, gilbert & me was like keep saying it :D hahaha! JUDTIH WAS THERE ALSO SAYING! hahaha,
woah! joanna was super sick ): sighhhhssss~ 6+? in the morning, went to MACDONALD with litkwong,gilbert,judith & wenkun for breakfast :D after eating went back, everyone was still sleeping -.- LOL! wthhhhh ~ haha! then all woke up around 8+? then packed everything then checked-out. rayan and wayne left home very early, then lijuan left, we took shuttle bus to pasirris MRT then to tampines, alighted at tampines & took bus to woodlands :D
reached woodlands, some left then left me,joanna,sikai,fangyi,nicole,judith & my bro. decided to watched movie, then sikai & nicole couldnt watch, i think they have work? :D then watch 1220 movie , BEE MOVIE! LOL! :D was like sleeping, watching , sleeping & watching . was too tired & it was super cold! ): finished watching, then joanna went home alone then the rest of us went home by bus :D JUDITH WAS SUPER TIRED! haha! ask me not to sleep in the movie yet she sleep! LOL :x hahaha!
reached home; lazy to bath & just went to bed to sleep :D haha!
tmr- to m'sia for wedding thing
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gilbert,litkwong & wenkun :D judith took this pic




















i miss & love you lah dey YOU GOONDUASSGAY! :D
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blogged:
slept at 10 yesterday while watching tv then woke up at 1+
then went online & chatted till 330 then was on the phone till 430 :D haha!
then woke up at 9 to give morning call :D i woke up at 8 then 830 then 9, i was afraid i could wake her up :D LOL! then went back sleep till 10? i was super tired ): nevermind :D
then woke up burshteeth all then went down for breakfast with andy :D
Andy is now at my house :D
im going out at 3 because i have to be at alexandra hospital at 5 for soccer match , haha!
i will be going for chalet at downtown east, & staying overnight, YAY! :DDDD
so i wont be online till tmr :DDD













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blogged:
SUPER SORRY JOANNA I DIDNT WAKE YOU UP TODAY! ):
i was too sleepy alright , super sorry :D

woke up at 11+ then was shocked to see the time! LOL! :x suppose to give morning call at 9 :x i msg her, haha! because i thought she will still be sleeping, haha! :D
huiying msg me ask me to go to cwp when i just woke up to meet her & vivien :D i was super tired at that time, didnt intend to go anywhere.sorry, perhaps next time alright? :D 2+ went to 7-11 first to get JOANNA CHIPSTER & WATER then went outside school to meet joanna to get something from her & i pass her, her chipster & water as i promised to buy for her :D happy eh? haha! then she went to fangyi's house then i went home :D

Went home, then went down to tiongda house slacked then 4+ went over to rusk house to slacked again then we got chase out of his house by his STUPID PARIA MOTHER:x haha! no lah! he need to sent his friend to airport so we decided to leave then went home around 6+ :D haha! WE LIVE ONLY BLOCKS AWAY! :D so, usually visit each other, hahaha!

FEW MORE DAYS I WILL BE AWAY :( sighssssssss ~


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tmr - soccer match at 5 @ alexander hospital
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I HATE VOLLEYBALL >:(

joanna blogging*

IM BROKE! ):

alright suppose to go school at 9am for the interact camp briefing shit!
but too lazy to get up. so went back to slp. :D
woke up at 2pm. pooos.
den prepared & all. went town w darl xiaomin.
reached town at 5. haha. kuku~
ate longjohn.
after that went ard to shop.
so bought one white cardi only. cause im super broke already ):
eeeeeeeeeeeee!

went up arcade. thr's a grp of ppl. super crazy kind.
pooos. kept seeking attention lah. stupid!
scream & shout. zz.
whatever!

slacked. sat down. chatted w xiaomin.
gossip gossip! hahah! how dumb!
nvrm. girls are like that!
den home sweet home[:

3.29am.
gosh! im still awake :x
vb training tmr. 10am-12pm.
have to wake up at 9am. woahliew!
vb sucks so much can. hate it lah. poos.

i cant sleep. piang! ):
just ate maggiemeeeeeeeeee! super full. geees.

RAYMOND MY CHIPSTER :D!
THANKS FAT ASS BITCH![:

pictures:

super boring

silver nails :D

buaizxzxzxzx!

blogged:

woke up early today gave morning call then went back to sleep till 10+ haha! :D
went over to aunt house, have to takecare of my little cousin, because my uncle & aunt wasn't free , aunt have to accompany my grandmother to hospital for eye operation ): till 5+ then uncle have to go to airport to talk to his client, yah, so took care of my little the whole afternoon :D
super boring , haha! played with him ps2 then he wanted to play com , LOL! he played dont know what painting pictures derh -.- then ask me to print out for him, LOL! dont care , then uncle & aunt came back home from what they have been busying, went to ACS(anglo-chinese-school) to pick my aunt 1st son up from school . went there at 530 while school ends at 630 -.- 1hour earlier! :D haha! crazyyyy , my aunt 1st son told me he trippeed the drain & his head knock onto the drain! ): wthh! -.- hahah! nevermind :D then went over to MOUNT ELIZABETH HOSPITAL to visit my grandmother as her operation ended :D haha! visited her few minutes then went over to PARAGON for dinner at sushi tei, then went back to hospital & say goodbye to my grandmother then went off already :DDD grandmother is staying over a night at the hospital :DDDDDDD
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blogged:
I MISS YOU! :D
it's 230 on the monday morning :D im blogging hahah!
i leaving to thailand in 2weeks time ): our meet ups days im occupied im sorry ):
When im back i will not be occupied already alright? haha!
i will make our meet up days free just for you k? try to make yourself free too can? & i will be way happy & glad :D heehee ,
I REALLY MISS YOU PLEASE! ): i promised i will meet you up when im back okay? :D
I DONTWANT TO BE THIS BUSY & i wanna spent time with you! ): but i got no choice
saturday17th-wedding dinner in malaysia ):
tuesday20th till friday23rd-thailand ):
saturday24th-wedding dinner again ):
SIGHHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
I MISS YOU BADLY!


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LISTEN: http://youtube.com/watch?v=HAOlulpmku0

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woke up at 2+ then went down for lunch with andy & gavin , then slacked under block till 5+ then went home change everything take shoes then go fushan for basketball around 530 then played till 9 then went home alone :D
tmr - going to aunt house in the morning til afternoon to takecare of my little cousin then maybe night going town :DDD
SEEEYAAAAAAAA PEEPSSSSSSSSSS! :DDDD
imy ~











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JOANNA ROCKSSSSSSS & RAYMOND SUCKSSSSS :D

HELLOOOOOO!
JOANNA HERE!
RAYMOND AKA STUPID BITCH ASKED ME TO BLOG!
RAYMOND IS AT HIS GRANDMA'S HOUSE NOW!
THERE GOT COMP NO INTERNET SO HE CNT BLOG! HUAHUAHUA!
POOOS! SORRY ABOUT YTD UH! ):
RAYMOND SUCKS![:

GOODBYE ALL :D


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RAYMOND HERE NOW! :D
JOANNA AKA STUPID GAY :x
hahaha! nevermind alright?! hahha! much loves to you alright! :D

I SUCKSSSS & JOANNA ROCKSSS HELL LOADS! YAY! :DDD hahaha!
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GRANDMA'S BIRTHDAY ON 14 BUT CELEBRATED TODAY! :D
woke up at 12+ , woke up late, suppose to go to temple at 11+ hahah!
couldnt get to sleep lah ytd ): nevermind :D hahaha!
cabbed there then prayed till 2-3+ ? super boring ): but too bad, i have to go ):
after praying cabbed to pasir ris, to my grandma's house, just infront of downtown east :D
slacked there tilled 6+ waited for all my relatives to come , super longgg ): i was dammn boring, then somebody took longggggg timeeee to sms me back ): but nevermind :D haha! around 5+ my cousins came then talked awhile, crap jokes all, haha! my cousin told me there was NC 16 & HORROR PORN along the swimming pool , LOL! i went to see, then there was one uncle & auntie hugging each other & sitting on chairs -.- WTH! NO PLACE FOR ROMANCE! :DDD ahahah! it was horror because it was 2 OLDIES making LOVE! LOL! :D then i did something stupid ): i climbed over the fence to get out of the condominium , i didnt know my shirt got hooked i just jumped, WTH! my shirt teared ): luckily my mum's brother got shirt to lend me :D haha! then all my relatives were laughing at mee , NEVERMIND :D hahaha! went to downtown east for dinner around 7+ then ate till 9+ - then went back to grandma's hosue for cake then slacked till 1030 then went home by cab :D haha!
goodbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D









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blogged:
woke up early at 930 went over to norman's house because 12 we're going for job interview , went there by bus with his mum and sis :D reached there , job interview : we just wrote our name,age,address,D.O.B & contact no. then done!? -.- wthhhh! then waste my time ): after interview ate at the restaurant. then i took bus back to woodlands alone while norman & his mum & sis went to chinatown. i gave norman my IPOD, saying that if i lend him my ipod he will go town & meet me. then i agree ~ THEN IN THE END PS ME! -.- then at causeway waited for joanna, ask her to come over to my house & wait for me to shower everything & wait for bs all :D then stayed at home till 3+ left house & went over to bs house. buss-ed over to causeway point then rs & joanna ate LJS. after eating then went to town,reached around 530? wanted to watch movie thn ck dontwant, he wanted to go KBOX then went up ask how much it was . super expensive -.- then went down to basement & check wht movie to watch again -.- ALSO DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT WE WANT TO DO ): in the end , went cuppage for pool :D till 8+ then went over to cine for dinner, i ordered then i only ate abit -.- suddenly i dont have appetite to eat lahhhh! ): i also dont know why . sigh . nevermind , walked around town then walked to fareast slacked around there then walked back to somerset MRT then went home :D crapping with joanna there, then sat train to marsiling to accompany her then we took train back to woodlands again :D reached woodlands saw jitwee & jiahao, chat awhile then went to norman house to get my ipod :D haha! then went home :D
tmr- grandmother's birthday , will be around @ downtown east :D
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blogged:
IM HOME NOW :D haha!
today at aunt house, woke up at 11 , got disturb by my little cousin -.- HE STUPID GO ON THE POLICE SIREN THING WAKE ME UP! -.- WTH! ): hahaha . nevermind , then aunt called macdonalds delivery & waited for like 1hr , super long -.- haha! then did the same thing today again , eat , watch tv, psp :D ahaha! it was super boring kind . Im getting fatter & fatter each day ): @ 4 - aunt brought her youngest son out to birthday party then waited at home till 6+ then showered everything then cab to great world city with grandmother,sis & aunt's eldest son to meet my aunt for dinner :D after dinner cab back to aunt's place & slacked around till 830 then i wanted to take MRT home , but my aunt gave money and ask me to cab home, so cab home with my sis :D tmr im having job interview together with norman at yishun then will be going to town around 3+ :D
goodbyeeeeeeeeee peeps! :D
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little cousin - he's half japanese & half chinese :D

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blogged :
IM AT MY AUNT'S PLACE
went over to my aunt's house around 11+ & i will be only going home in the afternoon or night tmr :D haha! it have been long since i last saw my aunt & two little cousins , haha! woah! guess wht my aunt's youngest son only K2 is wearing specs! haha , i was shocked! he look dammn pitiful ): I WONT BE ABLE TO USE WEBCAM TILL SUNDAY ): because my dad went overseas with my uncle & he took his laptop along . haha! chat with my aunt about my studies & the plans to thailand-phuket :D haha! she's super good luh, everyday holiday trip she's pays everything :D hahaha! thanks & many thanks aunt! <3 while, at my aunt house is super boring ): haha! all i do was eat,eat,eat, watch tv & play psp :D haha! whole day ehhhh! ): so night, decided to go down for swimming alone :D i haven been swimming for months! :D i suck at it nowww! ): i guess i need a float next time i swim again , haha! im afraid i will drown :x & DIEEEEEE! :D hahaha!
when down for swim at 8 then went back at 9, woah! super tiring ): my eyes were like super red ): hahaha! nevermind. guess what, i got a bruise on my back, thanks to my aunt eldest son only P3 , he push me & i knock dammn hard on near the edge of the tv -.- super pain ): dammn it! & he ask me whether i need him to call an ambulance for me? -.- WTH! hahaha! nevermind :D & norman ask me to call him . & he told me that i & him will be going for job interview at one of the restaurant in yishun :D haha! @ 12 we must be there, ahahaha!
GOODBYEEEEEEEE! (:
saturday - im town-ing :D anyone?








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im back from school :D guess im thinking too much the last few days & sorry about it ):
&iloveyou bodohhhhh! :D haha! i slept at 630! -.- woke up at 12 , because i have to go for remidal . when to school was suppose to meet joanna first & talked to her for awhile i haven't seen her for days! ): super saddening - then end up didnt, teacher saw me and pulled me up to class ): SORRY JOANNA! alright? haha! class ended @ 130. went home, then went to fushan for basketball then there was not many people there, then came home first & going back later with norman & baosheng around 4-5+ :D
12th-GALACTICOS soccer match in school
15th-V3 soccer match near alexandra hospital :D
anyone wanna support? haha! supporters are greatly welcomed :x haha!
i haven been playing soccer like for few weeks already ): im afraid i have no stamina , but nevermind, perhaps i will just run around & play till i DIE OUT OF OXYGEN! :D haha! i will then be the first person who die just because of not having enough oxygen to breath while playing soccer! :D hahahahaha! how cool is that , LOL! laughs*

it 3plus in the morning & im blogging! :D haha!


LOVES!
i have been sleeping late the last few days, maybe im thinking stuffs . i dont know why ~
i told you everything what really happened, taking up your time when you're suppose to sleep but you stood up listening to my problems, thanks alot of that! & i feel there's nothing more i can tell you about because i told you like everything :DDD i just hope that i will be the first person you turned to when you're down or whenever you need me , because you're the first person i always turn to no matter what happens to me, when im down or whenever i need you :D alright? i known you long enough & know you very well too, knowing your inside outs & maybe you know about my everything .we shared mostly all of our problems together & yes, indeed. I promise you that i will be there for you whenever you need me taking care and loving you without fail , ring me up anytime when you need me , anytime! :D I really thank you alot for caring and loving me all this while & carry on this way. I apologise for the things i made you upset or anything . forgive me for my stupid behaviour or whatsoever .
i sometimes feel that im a burden to you, im like always bugging you every single day without fail, im super irritating . that's why i feel that im useless because all i know is just bugging you all along . Anyway, from the bottom of my heart I LOVE YOU BUDDY! :D we have been best buddies for months & i know we will never leave each other no matter what happens :D isn't it? reply me eh! :D













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As every day passes by i will still remember every little words being said

slept at 4 woke up at 2plus? i have been sleeping late nowadays ): i dont why? perhaps im thinking too muchhh! ): but nevermind :D woke up , then went to 883 for lunch with tiongda & all then slacked at playground/under block talking craps then went home at 7pm :D
my whole body feel so weak, wanting to breakdown :D super coolllll! haha!
i got nothing to blog already :D
goodbyeee then!










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STUPID DREAMS! occurs every night - sometimes i have doubts about those
morning- woke up at 9, have to wake up early because i have to go to CHAICHEE there for wedding buffet :D many people are getting married this month -.- i have to attend 3 weddings ): got everything ready and left to bishan first to relative house then went over to chaichee at 12+
reach there around 1? when i enter the house, my granduncle super funny lah! LOL! :D he wish me HAPPY NEW YEAR? haha! he said HAPPY NEW YEAR! -.- haha , he's 70+ years old. super funny, it was a wedding day & he said happy new year!? haha! ate lunch there & all i did was watching tv, switching channel from 53-56! -.- haha! then went home around 3+ , took train back with mother then went home. went home i slept for 1hour woke up & showered everything & have to be at marina mandarin for wedding dinner, it was the same wedding :D haha! on the way there JAM! -.- due to the stupid freaking ERP that people hate, heard over radio that people are trying to avoid the ERP so they do not have to pay road taxes! WTH! it's only a few dollars, also canot afford maybe only $1-2. whatever, Reached there, WOAH! many people , heard there was 500 tables, 1table costing $1000! OMG! making it $50000 just for tables! :D hahaha! walk around saw the wedding photos, talk to cousins all, then went into the ballroom for the wedding ceremony :D
guess what? they started serving dishes @ 830! -.- i was super hungryyyyyyyyyyy! ):
crap with cousin aaron, haha! talking about the waiter, haha! the waiter name DONGBO! -.- china freak? his voice super softttttt! like AHGUA :x my dad was there forcing my little cousin to drink wine & beer, threatening him saying: "if you dont drink you dont come to this table" haha! because my little cousin was sitting different tables from us :D im not sure if he drank or not & i don't care, nevermind :D i took one pic with my dad and brother together then i said woah! so gay:x then my dad wanted to kiss my brother -.- LOL! haha! & I KEEP GOING TO TOILET! -.- because i keep drinking orange juice :x haha! stupid me ): IM STUPID DAMMN STUPID NOWADAYS OR EVEN USELESS! forget it , dinner & all ended at 11+ - shake hands with the bride & bridegroom & took pictures with them then went home , in the car on the way home i think my dad was drunk? crazy! suddenly he talked about Old Chang Kee, bringing me to the art museum someday? & comparing Europeans with Singaporeans for nothing! -.- hahaha! FULL OF SHIT! :D haha! nevermind.
20NOV-23NOV : leaving to thailand-phuket, goodbyee! ):
sometimes i wonder, what will happen with i leave this world & never come back. wouldn't it be good? im just a burden-
pictures: upload some other day , uploading of pics super slow! ):
listen this song : http://youtube.com/watch?v=jy6L_bt6Flk

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i feel that my life is seriously nothing to me, everyday i have the same routine, i feel that my life is surrounded by nothing, wanting to end it all. Made me so useless & i cant do anything much only words being said & actions were not done, isnt that useless? im becoming a peice of crap as each day passes. nothing but crap. goodbyeeeeeeee people ~ perhaps this will be the last....
iloveyou








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To me being worthless is something to be proud of
woke up early gave morning call @ 830 went back to sleep till 1 ,I HAD ONE STUPID DREAM -.- sigh . nevermind :D suppose to go to grandmother house@ 1plus , but my mother and sister left first , my brother & dad was at home. @ 3 went to fushan with tiongda and norman and played basketball for awhile because i have to go to grandmother place for dinner, rs came down around 4-5+? played till 6 then walked home alone while the rest of them stayed & played till night :D left home around 7+? reached @ 8 , ate dinner talked to cousin all then went home around 9+ because brother have to go home early because he's having his O's tmr :D
tmr - wedding buffet in @ 12+ & wedding dinner @ 730 at marina mandarin
GOODBYE! :D
>sometimes those thoughts i got maybe will just come true anytime, i may not even know but im ready for it facing it without any worries :D that's all i can give to you, to me i bet i worth nothing but just crap, perhaps only like a 1cent coin :D haha! but nevermind, i got nothing & im only at the disadvantaged. i give up & look forward to what happinesses can do :D laughters & joy is what i want & having it lightens up my life :D thanks so much for those- loved! (:





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slept at 3 woke up at 10 :x was webcaming ytd :x & today i dont know wht happen to my webcam ): haha! meet rs,bs,andy,norman @ 12 to queensway & then to town :D got ready everything went to norman house wait for him for 1/2hr for him to change & everything & he said he don't want to go? -.- WTH! haha! he say NO SHIRT TO WEAR -.- KISS MY ASS :D haha! nevermind , walked over to woodlands control station & meet rs,andy & bs. norman gave me $50 to buy a T-shirt for him. So, went over to queensway then ate lunch first at MACDONALDS. & guess what i got a stupid freaking FLU! -.- woah! ): & i SWEAR i was super moody ): walked around shopped for norman shirt , in the end bought a $10 t-shirt for him :D haha! thn cab back to queenstown mrt control station then went down to town, went to fareast first & walked around , my flu was getting worse ): my whole nose were red :x sighhhhh ~ & my whole body was feeling weak , finding place to sit down also no place! ): then walked over to cine & i was complaining :x saying CINE SO FAR!!!! ): super moody lahhhh! they were cracking jokes & i wasn't laughing at all . EMO EMO EMO! :D haha , nevermind . reached cine, slacked at kopitiam waiting for joanna,xm,warren & ck to come over to play pool togther at cuppage :D took pictures crack a little jokes, i was like spending most of my money on tissuessss ):
& IM BROKE ): sigh . went over to cuppage around 5+? when joanna.xm & warren reached , at cuppage my flu was even worser! ): NO MOOD TO TALK & PLAY! ): sigh , but played a few games & was super fustrating ): played finished around 8+ went back cine for dinner :D then joanna asked us to watch movie at causeway point :D then went back to watched THE GAME PLAN @ 945! luckily there's still tickets :D haha! SUPER FUNNYYYY! :D haha , joanna & i was super noisy lah! :x haha! we kept laughing :x I LAUGH SHE LAUGH :D hahah! went to norman house to give his shirt and then walked home with ck & rs :D pictures;
ASSHOLES! :D





retarded face :D
Andy! :D






















>Images & words flashes through my mind, i dont know why? it kills me inside to see those, but i know it could never happen, i know it well maybe you know it well too :D im not sure, happinesses is all i can give, nevermind . im far worser then you, you're way to good than me you deserve more than anyone else :D im just nothing, worth nothing, my words were just too cold & flat :D goodbyeeeeee!










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ytd - went for basketball from 8-6 :x 10 hours leh! haha! whoooos ~ I HAVEN BEEN PLAYING FOR LONG HOURS :D played with norman,tiongda,rs,andy. Rs & andy left home @ 1030 because they had to go back to school for stupid remidals -.- haha! then cody,rs,andy came to find us and played around 1+. THEN ASS CODY WENT HOME around 3+ say its raining when it was only drizzling for 10mins -.- nevermind , then went home with tiongda at 6 . reach home was super tired & my whole body was aching all over :x & i slept damnn earlyyyyyyyy ! :D 730 i slept :x haha!
today - slept at 730 woke up at 10+! :x 15hours of sleep lehhh! HOW COOL IS THAT! :D haha! super boringgggg ~ dont intend to go anywhere today , super lazy & tired at most only go down for lunch :D haha!
i dont know why sometimes i can't stand it and just feel like ignoring you, every actions & words were being followed, nevermind , forget it :D i will just play by ears & tolerate it, haha!
tmr - queensway @ 12+ & then town around 3-4+
anybody wanna goooooo? :D tag & tell me --->
alright , byeeeee!






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