Bright greens leaves will turn colour when the times arrives. I guess my time really had arrive leaving behind nothing but going through a partly blackside....
I know, it hard to accept the fact.But, i really don't know. WHY it just can't be. I've really been tolerating & taking up all this hardship i've been through the past few days. It hurts every now & then. You will never see me going through those so you will never know. Would you still care? i doubt so. Giving me cold shoulders sometimes ain't what i truely really wanted. This is the worst outcome i've had. I've been standing up strong & taking it in stongly what have been said by you, but sometimes i tend to fall. But who will ever pick me up
This isn't what i wanted, but what more can i say? I can't say anything extra more to change it, & even if i ask more from you will you ever give? Nothing being done will help. I guess whatever i've done for you & things i put up for you,you never appreciate it. Do you? What you said really gave me cold breath, whether what you said was all from the bottom of your heart or maybe not.

i know this isn't the right time, whatever i can do for you now, i'll give my very best & never regret what i've gave & done.
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IT'S XIAOMIN'S BIRTHDAY TOMORROW! :D
i really pity her because her birthday falls only 4 years once. So i guess she must be really overjoyed & delighted after waiting for long for this special day to come.
Talking about birthdays, i really had a bad one last year. The worst ever. forget it, let the matter rest & shall not talk about it.
My day is always tiring but when it comes to lessons in class i will be super-active, cracking jokes & all. & right after lessons where i get to gather with my malay peeps really feels great.Sensational feeling! :D Tomorrow i guess it will be even fun, with SHAQ & MUS supporting the rugby match tomorrow in the noon. HOPE IT WILL BE GREAT!
I'm looking forward to the upcoming March Holidays & Class outing.
But i got to be really serious in schoolwork too this time round, it's kinda important year for me i guess? Mug hard for the graduating classes! & i swear i'll miss the usual peeps i know from the express stream man right after this year ): DANG!
CIAO GUYS :D

Went over to town yesterday to get my braces fixed, while Norman & Rongsheng accompany me because they wanted to get their Polo-tee. Every now & then, like once a month i got to waste the sum of money just to get my braces done, costing $107 for every single visit. I shouldn't take the offer from my Dad to get braces done on me. Now, it's too late. Thinking back, i shouldn't get braces, it's a bomb for it to be done.
Today, it was super shag. I was feeling shag right in the morning.Eyelids were flicking every now & then. I feel that I'm falling sick soon. Right in the first thing in the morning, i got my hair cut straight for my fringe, IT'S BANKS! :D i like it, but it was uneven. Doesn't matter.
CHEMISTRY TEST RIGHT AFTER SCHOOL:
SERIOUSLY! I KNOW NUTS ABOUT CHEMISTRY ON CHEMICAL EQUATIONS MAN! i don't even know how to form chemical equations, i will be there scratching my skull, figuring how i can be able to slove the goddamn made questions! Not even 1% of it i know. Im just not intrested in Chemistry. Im trying my very best to get over with it & get my mind into it, but i still failed. I really don't know what on earth i should do. For you info. i got 31/50 for my MT. 20/30 for my English. 17/35 for my Geography. DANG! im just too disappointed in my results just for Geography.
Played a few matches for soccer today, not in the field but also know as street. Was super shag, my legs were wobbling right after few games. I haven been kicking balls since common test started & after common test. Now, i got the aches over me.
GOODBYE!
it may hurt sometimes ):

ROWELL SISTER! :DDDD photo taken that saturday. takecare of your eyes yeah! :D <3
School was fun because Mr Vik wasn't here today! He was on course for 2 good days & i hope he really die on the course & never return to school ever again! :D Class did kinda badly for Chemistry common test but not for Rongsheng, he got 31/40. -.- YOU SEE! a person who didn't study at all for it & got a A1! He's insane :x I just hate Mondays, because i simply got 2 periods of Chemistry lesson & i got to stay back for Consultation for Chemistry also known as Remidals.
you see! When Mr Vik is not in class, there goes my crazyness, taking pictures in class even a teacher was sitting right infront of me! :D Im starting my tuition for English next tuesday, & i don't see a need why do i have to take up english tution. I guess, my dad just got too much money to spent on. I will be heading down to town-Paragon tomorrow alone to have my grills fixed up. If anyone would really want to accompany me, im far to glad :D
GOODBYE! have a great day ahead & weekends will be here in no time!

REPLY TO TAGS:
Gavin: thanks :D
Huiya: thanks :D haha, my CT is over already.
Joen: SURE! :D
Zk: I have uploaded it, yeah! it was great day thansk to your PHONE!? just like a fucking camera, where it's so sharp. Sorry if it hurts, but i just like it. TOO BAD! :D
Sofea: haha :D thanks & sorry if it hurts the eyes of yours.
Eunice: thanks :D
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I WOULD LIKE TO APOLOGISE TO THE PEOPLE WHO ARE READING MY BLOG THAT IT HURTS THE EYES OF YOURS. I KNOW THE COLOR IS STRIKING. I WILL CHANGE IT ASAP IF I GOT THE SUFFICIENT TIME TO DO SO ):

The Singapore Airshow was being spread by many people around Singapore. The tickets were $20 per person, but i got 8 tickets free from my relative. Waking up early on the weekends wasn't that great just for the Airshow today. Well, it doesn't hurts though. I thought of spending some time on Shiyu's art work yesterday, but i was busy blogging yesterday & i was shagged. I turn in yesterday around 2, when i got to be awake by 7?! Can you imagine sleeping only for several hours & most shocking one was that it was even on the weekends!
FUCKINGHELL! there was thousands of people or even billion & millions of it at the Airshow. People from black to white! :D I don't understand the black people & im offically referring to the bangalas, Why are they so rich?! -.- being able to afford $20 just for an Airshow. Don't they feel such as waste? They should spent the $20 or so buyig some peanuts or whatsoever to eat. Well, im not being races but it's the fact. Some Bangalas are even richer than us,Singaporeans.
I got two thumbs up for the Airshow today. It was superb! The F-16 & F-18 were awesome. doing aerobactics from solo to a quantity of 6. Far to great. CLAPS*
But the worst thing was the heat, the total heatness just rise up to my head. You just could feel the fucking heat & your whole body being so warm! -.-
While, matter the fact, it was a tiring day today. Because i seriously didn't get enough sleep & here Im blogging after completing Shiyu's art work. Im so into her art work that i could be able to give up doing my school homework just for her art. How cool :D I did my very best alright, sorry if it was badly done.
GOODBYE :D
I don't mind being treated badly. I don't. You can treat me like a person where when you throw all your unhappiness to me, all your fuss over me. I dont mind for that. When you hate someone, treat me like the person & whack me like nobodys' business or something like that i don't mind. I can be your punching bag if you really want to.
Just tell me if Im really a burden to you .
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Reply to all tags:
Feeqah: YEAH! it's finally done! thanks for your help! :D SMILE & TWIST YO! :D haha! such a lovely friend i got tooo! :D
Rongsheng: haha! doesn't matter, it's only the common test, nothing to brood over about it. So expect what your results will be & simply accept it yeah :D
Eunice: haha! :D
Shaq: typo error lah dude, sorry :D SHAQ SHAQ! haha!
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Sorry guys that i haven been replying your tags, im just lazy to do so. But here i am & your tags had been replied :D
will update again when im back from town :D
Random pictures over the past few days. :





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Went out around half past 2? i don't even bother to check the time, so i just gave a rough guess. Over to Andy house, did some pictures simple editing to be post in my blog while waiting for baosheng to get ready. Had kinda late lunch in LongJohnSilver @ Causeway point. The moment i step in i just saw RACHAEL! :D & did saw Weikeong as well walking as fast as he could don't know what was his reason.haha! I just don't know why i get to see many friends when im out :D In train, saw Jass,1 of my primary schoolmate & Serene. Wanted to get things for Xiaomin's upcoming birthday! so went over to town. I haven been in town for many weeks. Did some window shopping for like the past few hours & eventually got something for Xiaomin. & the present was shared together with Baosheng. Andy was kinda rich today, a handful of notes of money be it $2-$50! in his wallet. He just got to get all the stuffs he wanted, slippers,bag & wallet. He bought a Bag from Zinc @ $46. Saw Ahmao too & he was there crapping full of cork he got, saying kangaroos. He ain't one quiet fellow, he got fucking full of craps when he's still at the age of 20!? can anyone believe it?
Met up with Rowell sister & one of her friend Liu Yun where they just came from bugis. I haven seen her for long & i was super happy when i was able to meet her :D Spent almost like a whole day with her together with Baosheng & all. Was overjoy :D Wanted to meet up with Juliana but i was in Takashimaya when she was in Fareast when i left a few mintues ago! ):
Over to heeren, & Andy got his ripcurl slippers @ $21.90 & Ripcurl wallet @ $69 in Flash & Splash. Dinnered at cuppage, Wanton Mee. I swear my legs were aching, aches all over my thighs & calfs! ): GOD DAMMN IT, wanted to get home but they decided to play pool. So, i was just influenced & played few rounds while Eunice,Jialing,Yanting & Yueyin came to meet us.
& there homed around half past 10.
There i was in my crazyness when i was back in woodlands taking my own sweetest time ever to be home, dancing to the music being turn on. Doing some stupid & nonsensical dances moves though it's fugly but who cares :D tomorrow will be in Changi Airport in the morning not taking off to other countries but for an Airshow :D
GOODBYE!
pictures:

HAPPY 16 th BIRTHDAY SHAZANA! :D
may all your wishes come true yeah!
she's one of my lovely classmate i got, the one i usually & mostly joke around in class with
& always waving & saying hello to her for nothing. She's just simply friendly.
She's far too great yeah! & i knew her for 2 years! :D
enjoy your special day alright!
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FEEQAH & SHAZANA! :D
2good years of friendship together with them.
So, they're both the lovely classmates i got. Having 2 years of friendship together with them
its really a pleasure.Having great time of fun in class, joking around & all.
& i will be always entertaining them! :D
I can say that without them, dang! i will be really bored in class.
They're also like the only two malay girls im really close with in class.
& they really brightens up my mood when im feeling low in class.
I really treasure the times we had fun & all, together all this while.
♥
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Today, right after my horrible Chemistry paper went down to the canteen &
just got to lay on some colouring skills on shiyu art work, the pictures seriously was tough. I spent like mins & hours figuring out what & how to really colour. While, my brains cells got caught off this time around once again. & i decided to take her art pictures home & do some ammendments that needed to be done & complete her work by monday if possible.i will try my very best to complete it with you being with satisfactory :D
Laid eyes on rugby match today, was way on the top where i sitted with Shaqueel,Mustaqiium,Shiyu & Cheeyong. We were there supporting, shouting, cheering & all. Most importanly, jeering too on the opponents in our hearts & whispering :D
Had really great time up there & walked home with Shaqueel. dang! i got to say he's really entertaining, & we swear we always hug each other when we see each other.
WOW PEOPLE! it suddenly rained today! guess what!? it haven been raining for like the past one century. laughs!* But i wasn't sure if it rain on other areas, but it sured rain in the north areas i guess? :D
IM REALLY HAPPY THAT I GOT THIS BLOGSKIN FIGURED OUT THANKS TO FEEQAH! :D it was god dammn messy until she did some ammendments to it. thanks alot classmate! :D
I don't care if you guys think this blogskin is fguly but hell yeah! i just love the colour.
so, yes! here im blogging with a big wide smile on my face. haha!
so, i will be heading down to town in the late afternoon tomorrow to get some gifts for Xiaomin's birthday perhaps thinking of getting one for Shazana too :D shall see about it.
SO GOODBYE PEOPLES!
enjoy your weekends before you have to start burning some braincells on monday during school hours! :D

YEEEESSSAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
For your info. i got 30/40 for physics :D well, the matter the fact, teacher won't be in class asking me to work hard. It's irritating! But he's just to great to be my physics teacher, can be able to disturb him & all, far to great! :D even if i don't respect him at times, he could be able to tolerate me well, thanks yeah! :D haha!
Today, Geography test really hit me on my head. Questions were just too tricky, it's like writing an essay for the answer, long winded answer have to be written . Doesn't matter. But seriously i got my brain cells burn off just for the test today. haha! I have to boost my brain cells up again to the maximum before it starts to burn out tmr maybe for chemistry test :D Art lesson was great today, didn't do art but Jay allowed us to study for the upcoming test togther with the combination of the radio being on was just awesome.
Tomorrow, i will be staying back for art with Shiyu because i promised her to help her out if she is having dificulties in her art. For my art, I just got draw a little more pictures, but i dont know why Jay didn't ask us to work on enlargement,development & stuffs, all we got to do were just Observational drawing :D I had to draw a little more pictures plus all my layouts, how i really want my final painting on canvas to be! :D
goodbye peeps!
& weekends are here very soon, hang on to your undergarements! HAHAHA! :D
nah, im just being crazy.
BYEEE! :D

HELLO GUYS! :D
Sorry that i haven't been blogging or even updating on my life the past few days,
dang! im sure i wasn't free due to the common test that i have been mugging the past few days. Sorry that my blog seems dead the past few days alright perhaps it maybe will be dead one very fine day. Well, the past few days was nothing much happening in school. Im still as before, as crazy in class & irritating in class. But sometimes i don't know why my classmates & friends just don't hate me for being irritating. I got to entertain the class every single time to make the class alive! The class was dead when i was absent on one of the day :D haha! & Im fully recovered! I can shout & scream anytime now! :D YES YES YES!
Common test has been conducted in the afternoon now, right after school. Im totally NO into it! -.- why can't it be conduct right in the morning. Well, the exams were all done except for Geog be it tmr & chemistry on friday! the last paper & there it goes stress gone, & holidays will be here but stress will be here again right after March holidays. I just passed my maths for your info. 20/40! But my teacher said i got some improvement, because i've always been failing all my test & exams :D WHOOO! but i ain't that overjoy at all. What is done is already done, & though this common test results won't be affecting my N level this year, i will still work hard & striving hard for other subjects too! I swear i will! :D & HELL YEAH! i got tution now for Maths & English. I need Chemistry too! ): I know nuts about Chemistry man!
I've been totally happy the past few days only in class! :D with my fellow classmate & close classmates i usually joke around with & talk to, eg: SHAZANA! AFIQAH! SOFEA! Andy,Rongsheng & other chinese boys.
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dude!☺
Sometimes things you wanted just never tend to appear to you.Whatever we do now, just got to really tolerate/hang on like how i & the rest did.
Just take itt easy & try letting it go. I know it's difficult but give it a try. Like they said, you never try you will never know :D
The same goes to me too, i hung onto it for long, sometimes i just really don't understand.
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Now, I just wish that everything could be like before, as close as ever. But you happen not to say those words like how you did before. I simply not use to it . Well...i really don't know. But matter the fact, Im alright. So don't worry. Im happy as long you are happy like i said to you.
You said clearly what you really promise me & i really take it to heart. I hope you would be able to keep your word, say it like you mean it. Because i totally meant every single word i promise or said right to you & into your ears.
ilu bud
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IM DOWN ON MEDICATION! ):
many medicine to be taken, pills & syrup ):
The feeling of being sick is really painful, can't be able to eat much things but only soft stuffs because of my throat ):

I can't talk much now, because my throat is in pain. This was the worst i ever got ): this morning around 6plus, DANG! i swear i really couldn't breath normally. I didn't have sorethroat yesterday because i thought it recovered with the help of water. But when i was in bed, i was coughing & my whole throat was like full of phlegm. & when i coughed, my whole chest was in pain, very pain. the pain was unbearable. sighs* i felt as if i was dying. seriously ):
Homed the whole day, sleeping.
I don't even have the time to study for my common test on monday ):



Friday:
There wasn't any lessons in class, attended school because there is a field trip to Fort Canning park! :D & god dammn the speaker who keeps talking for nothing! -.- well the fact is that she's simply irritating . nevermind :D
& went over to Cody's house for BBQ. Im just lazy to blog much now, because im ill ): sorry.
There was, Joanna,Shiyu,Xiaomin,Xinen,Sophia,CheeKeong,Norman,Baosheng,Rongsheng,Andy,Innsiang,SengKiat,
Gavin,Tiongda. His whole room were full of my tissues because i had a bad running nose.
goodbye peoples! :D
Common test is around the corner, study hard! :D

GOD DAMMN IT IM SICK! ):
forget it, who cares!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL! :D

Reply to all tags:
Baosheng: alright :D thanks alot.
Joanna: HELLO! :D im sorry eh, i know im stupid. ):
Maya: haha. sad meh? -.- hahah! alright :D
Eunice: Same to you! :D HVD!
Izwan: YOU LAH! CINABEY! hahah :D tkcare!
Sofea: HELLO TO YOU TOO :D

SADNESS & HAPPINESS IN ME,
but a high % of sadness though.
I jus have to act as strong as i could on the outside but when it come to the inside, i ain't strong as you could ever imagine.



Was very confident that we guys could be able to make a win on today's match against Woodlands ring secondary :D & we did with a score of 3-1 . The happiest thing among all of us that we we didn't get beaten by the other schools like 10-0 . We admit we trained like only for 3 days & went into the tournament, & we gave our best. Though we lose our match to deiyi & serangoon sec but our heads hug high, & got a victory over Woodgrove & Woodlands ring sec but we got a tie with Northland. We were proud to say that we gave our best to Seragoon sec, this school had beaten every other school with a score of 7-0. & we were beaten only 5-1. We are the only school which can be able to score a goal against them :D

Well, let's talk about today's match. We as in our players want to do ourbest for the school & for Mr Chin, who have putting his everything to help us get into this tournament. With this bunch of guys around me, i swear its the happiest moment of life. Though we got a victory today we weren't be able to qualifiy for the 2nd round. This was the saddest part. We have to wait for another year for another tournament . Next year, good players will be gone, eg: Izwan,Shaiful,Abdullah & all. We'll like miss the great times we had together in soccer.
Scorers for today was : Shaiful & Izwan. & MARK DID SCORE A GOAL! but an own goal . making the score in the 1st half 1-0. thanks! LOL! :D We were not totally beaten yet, we stood up firm on the ground & fought our best & got a victory. We were all overjoyed about it. Singing,Shouting,Talking craps & all right in the bus at the top of our voices! :D
Laughing our ass out! I just feel fcuking happy hanging around with the bunch of soccer friends & my art friends as well but with you around life would be even better ):
goodbye peeps!

♥
Alright, now i know. I really know,I knew every single thing. I know im too over, i know im treating you more than a buddy, much more than a buddy would be.I swear im too fuckingly stupid as simple as that. I guess i shall never be in the position again where i treat you too over. I try to alright. Im sorry for what i have did. Sorry for all the miserable times i've given you, sorry for everything. sorry for the unhappy events when you're with me the past few days & sorry for every fucking little things i did, i owe you a million sorrys, i spoilt your life, i spoilt everything, almost your entire life......Blame me & hate me if you want. I just wish you could be able to find your happiness & be happy with the way you're living with & who you are with now.Like i said, as long as you're happy, im contented as well.*kai xin jiu hao!* For all i can say now is that i will be your forever bestest buddy that you have ever got, being there for you whenever you need me, turn to me if you're feeling down or whatsoever alright? i swear i will be there,text me up or even call me okay?. Just like how you use to do before. Be happy in whatever you do, live your life with him & find the real happiness you you'll get, because i know i can't give you that because Im not as perfect as him.Before i really stop being to over in you, i just got to say i love you okay :D this isn't goodbye but im just telling you that i wont be too over in you ever again.In my mind now, you're just my bestest & forever buddy! :D I know you won't feel sad or anything but its alright :D just for you to really understand & know. hope you do?
Just give me some time & i will get over if it.

IM LAZY TO BLOG! sorry about it guys .
well just a update on today, drew our match aganist Northland sec putting a score of 2-2 .
& we were kicked out already. We lost 2 mtach, won 1 match & draw. & we couldn't get in to the 2nd round ):
My right wrist is injured! -.- im like always injured ): haish.
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Firstly: I'm sorry for i could say,
Secondly:thanks for your forgiveness
Thirdly:i apologise for my wrong doings ):
Fourthly: I swear it won't happen again
Fifthly:Please stay with & never leave me can?
& Lastly:
i love you girl <3

HELLO EVERYONE! :D
Going out over to Pasir ris again to do visiting, & guess it will be boring because there wil be schooling tomorrow ):

♥ well, the fact is that i miss & love you alot the last few days.
i do & i really do ):

FRIDAY:


















As usual visiting as well, but over to my mother's side, past few days was my father's side. Over to Pasir ris- Eastvale Condo where my grandma stays. Just wished everyone there happy new year & all. Shaking some hands. Did some gambling,watched lion dance & all . Actually i don't remember much stuffs i did . Well maybe that's all.

SATURDAY:
Went out early in the morning with my brother & over to cousin's house early, because we know that our parents will be going over there late in the afternoon, & we didn't want to be at home doing nothing but rotting . So...yes, took MRT to AMK & bused 130. Over to upper thompson road, around Sin Ming ave.
Watched tv & all there, did gambling again.Went cycling around the whole bishan, over to bishan park to J8 & i was panting while cycling ): It was dammm humid. At night celebrated Aaron's upcoming birthday, which it lies on the Monday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCED AARON COUSIN! :D Went homed around 10 plus, & it was kinda boring going home early. while, too bad.
♥ I miss you badly, sighs*













it lies inside

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♥J:
I promise you that I won't be down alright. I don't wish to remember or talk about it every single thing being said yesterday by you & me. We'll carry on like how we are now can we? You know how much i need you & i know how much you need me. There isn't goodbye okay? though we might have quarrels but this was the worst ever. We'll not make this happen anymore in future can? i really don't.
Remember the night we promised to be together through everything,each to care for another when old and grey. i hope you remember . do you?
iloveyou :D

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HAPPY CHEENA NEW YEAR

EVERYBODY! :D























Back from malaysia, went over there to visit my grandmother's sister family. Chinese new year is always the same, eating,gambling & stuffs :D well, sometimes it just gets a little bored, well it doesn't matter.
Few more days, school is gonna reopened again! -.- as fast as you could imagine. Common test is around the corner, coming in 2weeks time. Mug hard guys. i really need some serious help in my chem & physics! -.- sighs*
upload some pictures when i got the time. even though the pictures just are ugly, i dont give a dammn :D
tkcare peeps.
GOODBYE! :D
why can't it just be a happy family?! ):







it lies inside

♥ The fact is, i really don't understand ): sighs* Whatever words I said to you were serious, & real. It's in the real life & the real world. Perhaps you never take it to heart,well,i don't blame you for that.Every little actions & voices being said & done to you were all i could ever give.
I really dont't know, really really don't know what you will actually feel if i ever bounce off.
Will you be way to delighted or....? i kept poundering this question in me.
You got a number of guys you ever wanted,you really got it. You know it too as well.
Will you ever feel a sense of sadness when Im not with you?
I guess you never will. Because you won't even bother.
To me, yes i do, i really feel it.
Apart from everything that i could lose, i strongly never want to lose you ):
ilu!
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Just back from reunion dinner with my relatives & all. Went over to Sentosa, one º restaurant.
The place!? OH MAN! it was way too great,when i reach there, gosh! the feeling was undescribeable. I just felt very relaxed,weights on my body i had just blown away.Enough said.It have been long since i last saw my cousins & all. We will only meet like once or twice in a year,where we meet only when there's special occasion. While had great time talking about lifes & stuffs. Im like the youngest among them.But who cares. Food there was extremly delicious,heard that this restaurant sells expensive dishes. Dinner actually started at 9!? -.- & everything ended around half past 11. Everybody in the restaurant left leaving only our family of two tables.Celebrated Joy's birthday accompanied by Cheesecake. I really envy their family. I just don't know why ): everybody got a perfect one except me. While it doesn't matter though.
Sented Aunite Chunli back homed & here im blogging :D
goodbye <3

NOTHING SPECIAL TODAY SO THERE'S NOTHING MUCH I CAN BLOG ABOUT :D
stayed back after school till 6+ & sented Joanna home .
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♥ sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry for what i did today ):
i wont do it anymore already okie! :D never ever again! i swear.
iloveyou!






it lies inside

TODAY!

Was almost late for school again, today was extremly cold. There was slight drizzle while i was on my way to school. Reached school, went over to Joanna's class to pass her water bottle :D
Back to my own class. Lessons were fine. There was suppose to be a Chinese test today, eventually it was postponed. Chemistry lessons : while things are getting fine along with Mrs Eng, i also wasn't sure why. But i still dislike her. Went over to 4RESPECT to find Mrs Eng to have my Chemistry test taken. I miss the test last week due to match.
After school, got change up everything & all was prepare to leave to Seragoonsec for match against them. Reached there, did warm up & all. & match started around 430.
We guys put in our best effort to keep the score 0-0 during the 1st half, but 2nd half score was 5-1. Nas' scored! :D The fact that was, yes we lost. But so what? We're still proud, because no other schools could score a goal against them. All were beaten by score of 7-0 . We still got a long way guys! work hard! :D Bus-ed back to school & walked home alone.
My whole upper left arm hurts right now, i can't even carry my heavy bag after the match.
the pain was painful & i couldn't endure it ): i bearly could do stuffs with my left arm now anymore ):

MY STOMACH REALLY HURTS ALOT! I REALLY CAN'T BEAR THE PAIN! ):
it happens everyday!

Yesterday:

Went out to Vivocity to get my shoes & norman & rongsheng wanted to get theirs too.
Went with Joanna,Baosheng,Meldyrne,Norman & Rongsheng. Suppose to meet in the afternoon around 2 end up in the evening . Well, it doesn't matter though.
I bought a Everlast shoe @ $50. Went to watch movie. Cloverfield @ 720. it totally sucks, it ain't worth watching. Norman & Rongsheng back up suddenly leaving Me,Joanna,Meldryne & Baosheng watching the movie. I swear i don't know the reason why i got uneasy ): My head was spinning rapidly while i was watching the movie, there goes my usual stomach pain & i vomitted in the toilet during the movie. I really got a weak stomach, it happens suddenly, it hurts alot! ):
It was much worser than before ): After the movie, I felt terriblely cold . Went to eat while only Joanna & I wasn't eating. Trained to Marsiling & walked Joanna home & went back alone.
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♥ - Saying those words to you face to face really felt great, I promise that i won't interfere my matters when im together with you okay! :D & i just really need your 100% trust in me, i ain't the person like before, i've changed, & i swear i wont reapeat whatever i did before. The past is the past. Well, i know deep inside you, you will still never trust me ): sighs, Is it very tough just to have trust in me? ): sighs, i really don't know sometimes, some things i said to you, you will never believe or even trust me ): Whatever it is, i can ensure you that there will never be goodbye between us like you said so too! :D ilu!







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MY SATURDAY AIN'T GREAT TODAY! ):


Chinese New Year is around the corner, it will be here in a couple of days.
I guess many people will be busying doing they're shopping & cleaning up of their houses just for this special event. Some may even do last minute jobs.
It's the year of RAT!

Just a short post today, because there isn't anything much for me to blog about.
Went over to Whitesand & Tampines Mall today, with family, intended to get my shoes but there wasn't any liking stuffs for me over there. By all means, my brother & sister bought their stuffs. & i was there dying of boredom. Seeing them getting their stuffs & i didn't get mine.
Went over to grandma house, for dinner .
Sat along the pool side alone under a big yellow umbrella, together with the breeze & cold gust of wind blowing directly on me & just thinking about the things i went through this year. As what they say thinking back ain't great, but i just seems to like it.
Saw Vivie when i went to get something from a little mart under a block.
Went homed around 10+ & homed!
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It's the 1st of Feb! Times really flies. Just a blink of eye one month just passes us without knowing it. Very soon, exams will be here as quickly & a new year will come again :D
Leaves will turn brown & grey hair of us will be grown.

School was simply boring for me today!): i wasn't sure what the hell was the reason, every friday seems to be a happy day for me! but today it wasn't ): nevermind. Talking about maths homework today it gives me a big headache ): homework: pratice 2.2, 2.3 & revison 2. there will be like 20 over maths sums to be completed before chinese new year! -.-
forget about it .
School was dismissed @ 1215. went over to Rongsheng house & went for haircut. I cut my fringe.
:D i think it's super cool. whatever it is, i don't give a damn if it's ugly. Ugly will just stay ugly :D
Went homed & rest before my traning starts @ 430.
Dang! it suddenly rain, i was there thinking. OMG! training is cancel?! i dunwant it to ): I was there hoping at it wont countinue raining at 430. & thank god! rain stopped exactly at 430. & there goes training :D training was kinda tiring, trained under drops of rain. Im just afraid that i may fall sick ):
Went for dinner at 834 with Rongsheng & walked home.
& homed here blogging with my head whirlling around, eyes shutting & opening ): just too tired .
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why it just got to be happening every night, being speak to with the tone of yours really makes me fed-up. WHYWHYWHY!? i really can't take it anymore): Back home i just feel that im all stress up & tensed. Its like a place of stressness! not leaving a percentage of air to be breath in through my lungs. Muscle were just not relaxed, i dont even feel a sense of belonging anymore & not even a place of relaxness, it have been diffrent. Everything changed! i can't handle anymore things, my brains are just filled fully with many little things that i got to store. sighs*
this is a scence where nobody would have experience it ):


















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