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Alright, now i know. I really know,I knew every single thing. I know im too over, i know im treating you more than a buddy, much more than a buddy would be.I swear im too fuckingly stupid as simple as that. I guess i shall never be in the position again where i treat you too over. I try to alright. Im sorry for what i have did. Sorry for all the miserable times i've given you, sorry for everything. sorry for the unhappy events when you're with me the past few days & sorry for every fucking little things i did, i owe you a million sorrys, i spoilt your life, i spoilt everything, almost your entire life......Blame me & hate me if you want. I just wish you could be able to find your happiness & be happy with the way you're living with & who you are with now.Like i said, as long as you're happy, im contented as well.*kai xin jiu hao!* For all i can say now is that i will be your forever bestest buddy that you have ever got, being there for you whenever you need me, turn to me if you're feeling down or whatsoever alright? i swear i will be there,text me up or even call me okay?. Just like how you use to do before. Be happy in whatever you do, live your life with him & find the real happiness you you'll get, because i know i can't give you that because Im not as perfect as him.Before i really stop being to over in you, i just got to say i love you okay :D this isn't goodbye but im just telling you that i wont be too over in you ever again.In my mind now, you're just my bestest & forever buddy! :D I know you won't feel sad or anything but its alright :D just for you to really understand & know. hope you do?
Just give me some time & i will get over if it.