Sunday:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIKAI! :D
Was a family day every sunday for my family . i spent equal time for friends & family. But honestly speaking i spent more time on my friends :D
drove around to the East & West .
& went over to Sikai chalet & wish him happy birthday & saw many peeps .
HOMED :D
*everything was the way like before i guess?
<3

TODAYYYYYYYYY! :D
school as normal .
LAUGHTERS I MADE during art lesson on the 1st period in the early morning! :D laughing like mad dont know about what & i just happen to carry on laughing non-stop till the lesson ends. Funny thing was i brought a SEC5 chinese textbook to chinese lesson! -.- IM SEC4 & I BROUGHT SEC5 BOOK!? how cool :D
After school, went over to canteen to meet Joanna & chat with her. haven been talking to her like many dammn weeks ): accompany her to the hall for her volleyball & i left home walking home with izrul & fadzly :D Went blading around blocks for awhile when im back home . came home & just did some of my drawings for art .
IM BLOODY ANGRY OVER MY UGLY DRAWINGS!
JUST SIMPLY FED UP & FEELING STRESS NOWWWWWWWW! ):
TAKING HOURS TO DRAW A PERFECT PICTURE BUT I FAILED!
I FEEL VERY UNEASY!
god dammn it! FKYOU! ):
goodbye.
* i just hope that everything would stay this way



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Eunice:HAHAH! im online now lay dey, she wont kill us de lah! YUEYIN IS A GOOD GIRL :X
Lihua: LOL! disiao people very irritating de loh! & i everytime disiao people later ppl hate me! better i at class shutup :D
Baosheng & Yuzhuang: LOL! what the hell are you guys talking about? LOL! hahah you fools :D
Eileenpoh: BUDDY! :D okay, hope you like it yeah.thank god that you're with me too! LOVE YA LOADDDSS! <333
Iris: OFCOURSE GOT LAHHH! :D i also dont have derhxzxx! haah! love ya too! :D everything is fine i guess? i will k :D mee t up soon too! i miss you luh :D
Judith: HEY JUDITH! haha! i will study hard :D i love mr vik but not alwaden! ): he sucks to the core :D
Joanna: HEYO! :D try bah . haah :x okayokay <3

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&I FAILED TO DO SO

some things were just too difficult to understand
when things worsen up nothing can be done
seriously,nothing at all only you could make a difference in it
words were just to cold & flatten,
& you wouldn't bother ):

Woke up & gave a call to Eunice because she was afraid that she couldn't get out from bed.
Saw Judith,Nicole,Fangyi,Lijuan & MissGan in the bus on the way to Causeway point
Met her at cck, planned to head over to Jurong east library to do my art & she wanted to do her homework & art folio. & she forgot to bring her art folio! -.- stupid!
went to eat long john silver for lunch while waiting for Yueyin to arrived as she's joining us for library too! :D

It was raining heavily past few days & i dont know what is hell wrong with our world's atmosphere! wanted no rain but it rain, wanted rain no rain! -.-
that's like what i said, some things that you expected for, just dont come to you.

Im doing the topic flight for my N level art, so drew some pictures on planes & helicopters.
& i dont know whether it's horrible or fanstantic.
im not someone who draws really well, yeah, so my drawings simply sucks.
Yueyin was doing her art folio while i dont know what was eunice doing. laughs*
before Yueyin came, Eunice & I was laughing our ass out! rofl*
was laughing at her the way she speak english when she was working during the holidays.

Left library around 530.
Went over to Boonlay to meet Yuzhuang,Rongsheng & Yanting :D
& over to Arena country club for pool with andy,tiongda & gavin.
i haven been to Arena since long,
played few rounds & Eunice & Yanting left home around 8+ ):
& pool-pros invited me to play with them. race to 3.
1st game lost 3-2 & 2nd game lost 3-2 too ):
it alright, playing with them was fun anyway
& supper with Gavin,Norman,Rongsheng,Tiongda at 892
& walked home with Tiongda
HOMED!

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Schooled as usual - lesson haven been starting yet but it will be be starting next week.
i have to rush over my art sooner or later & i guess i have to start doing it now
before it's too late. N levels are this year & everything just went through my head badly,as if a bullet just shot through my head. i just wanted it all but i fail to . perhaps that's what fate .
& that's what i got in return.
you will never know how it does to but..forget it
you will never understand & conclude about it.

Met rongsheng,eunice,yuzhuang & a new friend liting :D
went to jurong east library .
because i have to find some pictures of my art.
books that i wanted to loan just couldn't be loan . fcuk you dammn it! -.-
& eunice borrowed 2 books using my card because she forgot to bring her card.
Went to eat at Macdonalds' & yanting & jialing came to meet us
they alighted at gombak because they all had to go for some dance.
Mrt-ed home .

Went home, took blades & blade awhile went for dinner with norman & tiongda
& HOMED!

goodbyee,

i guess i got nothing to say now
& i guess im used to it
:(















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If life could be in this way
where life is painted on with dull colours
i would have wanted it all
no life but just being in somewhere i really dont know
being alone in a deserted place .
I can't figure out what is really happening to me all this while
the contrast is all being changed.
ways of emotion just disappeared
full of thoughts runnig through me.
just wanted to get into the right line but...
forget it.
goodbye.
Shall not blog anymore now.
):

HAPPY SCHOOLING PEEPS! :D
Waking up early in the morning is our life again! -.-
Waking up before the sunrise,
with your eyes closing
& feel like lying on your bed
stuffing your head under your pillow
covering yourself with your blanket
& never get up
& only awake in the afternoon, buttttt, all these stops! ):
waking up early every weekdays will be going throughout this whole year till holidays arrives again!
☺


SCHOOL!:
Listen to the normal speech by Mr Chan our principal, talking some shit like some big fk! -.- it was like a national rally! speaking non-stop! -.- whatever.
♥ I love school but i just hated one of my subject teacher! =/
Mr Alawden-social studies ; with his high pitching womens' voice
YOU SUCK BIG TIME! (:
& my form teacher changed & was Mr.vik ☺
timetable wasn't given out yet & i guess there wont be much studying till next week
due to school, i guess i wont be blogging that often only when there's something important.
& maybe wont be coming online that often too ):
so yeah, goodbye peeps!
& shiyu girlfriend! takecare of my watch ehhh! <3☺
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONG KWEIHUAT!
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!
SEEYA DUDE! :D



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I WANT TO BE IN A TWILIGHT ZONE ):
i was looking back & wondering why I took so long to realized -
sometimes in life, the things we wanted just didn't turn out the way we wanted
it made a negative impact on me
i dont know what i was feeling like yesterday
was like super down at night
thinking about things while i was lying on my bed
just feel that i needed someone there for me
who really cares alot & will always be there
i just needed someone more than it
sighs .


















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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! :D
HAVE A GREAT START AHEAD OF 2008!

SCHOOL IS ONCE BACK AGAIN!
HERE COMES MY DAY! WHERE I ENTERTAINED MY CLASSMATES!
& CRACK STUPID JOKES! :D
BUT THIS IS,
WHERE BOOKS,LESSONS,TEACHERS WILL BE GETTING ALL OVER YOUR HEAD!
MAKING YOU GO BERSERK,
WAKING UP EARLY IN THE MORNING
WEARING STUPID SCHOOL UNIFORM & ATTEND SCHOOL
& BACK HOME IN THE AFTERNOON!
IT WILL BE THE SAME THROUGHOUT THIS WHOLE ENTIRE YEAR! ):
STUDY HARD THIS YEAR & CONTINUE FAILING SUBJECTS WHICH YOU HATE! :D
laughs!*


i just got my hair cut & i look fugly like some kind of retarted person
like what they say, A FOOL! :D
hahahah!

some of yesterday pictures:




























true friends are hard to find
we will be there whenever you need us
i will miss you peeps alot & hope you peeps do too!
<3














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♥ A HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EILEEN BUDDYYYY! :D

may all your wishes come true alright,
i will be there for you anytime ,
when you need me
cheer up k :D
loveya!
♥



Will post once im back from countdown
goodbyee peeps :D
FK YOU YOU FOOL!
whoooooss! :D

IM BACK FROM COUNTDOWN! :D
im to lazy to blog ): but i got to blog, to upload pictures & send pictures
& im exhausted feeling tired):
Went over to bukit gombak with baosheng to meet yueyin & yanting :D
then to tiongbahru to meet eunice ,
Met yuzhuang & rongsheng at cine, because they went dating in the afternoon! :X
then norman & cody came late .
Watched: I am Legend @ 720.

After movie met with meldryne & sophia,
& jialing met us later because she didn't join us for movie
then later we walk our seperate ways & we headed over to esplanade for fireworks! :D
walked to the bridge & found a place to sit and watch,
waited till 12 & the fireworks was super pretty :D hahah!
Norman & baosheng left first , & we lost yueyin ):
because there was so many people! everywhere! all over the fking place -.-
& finally met up with her at suntec . LOL! :D
was finding something to drink, then bought drinks
& took the last train home :D
& HOMED!
saw: nicole, ruisen & co. , huiya, dom, rusk & co.! :D
overall, it was a fun & tiring day. laughs!*
im gonna miss you peeps when school reopen-ed ):
see you peeps around soon okay!
& we'll still keep in contact -
peeps: yueyin,yanting,yuzhuang,eunice & jialing
<3

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