Monday, November 5, 2007

blogged:
STUPID DREAMS! occurs every night - sometimes i have doubts about those
morning- woke up at 9, have to wake up early because i have to go to CHAICHEE there for wedding buffet :D many people are getting married this month -.- i have to attend 3 weddings ): got everything ready and left to bishan first to relative house then went over to chaichee at 12+
reach there around 1? when i enter the house, my granduncle super funny lah! LOL! :D he wish me HAPPY NEW YEAR? haha! he said HAPPY NEW YEAR! -.- haha , he's 70+ years old. super funny, it was a wedding day & he said happy new year!? haha! ate lunch there & all i did was watching tv, switching channel from 53-56! -.- haha! then went home around 3+ , took train back with mother then went home. went home i slept for 1hour woke up & showered everything & have to be at marina mandarin for wedding dinner, it was the same wedding :D haha! on the way there JAM! -.- due to the stupid freaking ERP that people hate, heard over radio that people are trying to avoid the ERP so they do not have to pay road taxes! WTH! it's only a few dollars, also canot afford maybe only $1-2. whatever, Reached there, WOAH! many people , heard there was 500 tables, 1table costing $1000! OMG! making it $50000 just for tables! :D hahaha! walk around saw the wedding photos, talk to cousins all, then went into the ballroom for the wedding ceremony :D
guess what? they started serving dishes @ 830! -.- i was super hungryyyyyyyyyyy! ):
crap with cousin aaron, haha! talking about the waiter, haha! the waiter name DONGBO! -.- china freak? his voice super softttttt! like AHGUA :x my dad was there forcing my little cousin to drink wine & beer, threatening him saying: "if you dont drink you dont come to this table" haha! because my little cousin was sitting different tables from us :D im not sure if he drank or not & i don't care, nevermind :D i took one pic with my dad and brother together then i said woah! so gay:x then my dad wanted to kiss my brother -.- LOL! haha! & I KEEP GOING TO TOILET! -.- because i keep drinking orange juice :x haha! stupid me ): IM STUPID DAMMN STUPID NOWADAYS OR EVEN USELESS! forget it , dinner & all ended at 11+ - shake hands with the bride & bridegroom & took pictures with them then went home , in the car on the way home i think my dad was drunk? crazy! suddenly he talked about Old Chang Kee, bringing me to the art museum someday? & comparing Europeans with Singaporeans for nothing! -.- hahaha! FULL OF SHIT! :D haha! nevermind.
20NOV-23NOV : leaving to thailand-phuket, goodbyee! ):
sometimes i wonder, what will happen with i leave this world & never come back. wouldn't it be good? im just a burden-
pictures: upload some other day , uploading of pics super slow! ):
listen this song : http://youtube.com/watch?v=jy6L_bt6Flk

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i feel that my life is seriously nothing to me, everyday i have the same routine, i feel that my life is surrounded by nothing, wanting to end it all. Made me so useless & i cant do anything much only words being said & actions were not done, isnt that useless? im becoming a peice of crap as each day passes. nothing but crap. goodbyeeeeeeee people ~ perhaps this will be the last....
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